For every of YOU ♥

Looking out from the window from my room, recalling the first time I moved in to here, and there was 4 years back!
How time flies! It's just like a bullet train! 4 years memories in Kampar, I'll never forget.
The first year in Kampar, I remembered how I wanted to get graduated and finish my degree but until now, I just realize I started to wish time could turn back.
Pardon me, I really wants to get graduated on time in this year without any obstacles, but what I'm longing is my precious time in Kampar with my come-and-along friends.

No doubt, in this 4 years, indeed friends come-and-go in my life; coming to my life, being a good friend that I could never ask much for and then leaving me, just like that.
I felt sad of course, but I know, this is a real world.
Friend will never stay long, and friendship does got it expiry date.
The first lesson for me in Kampar is about friendship. I see how this friendship could simply rotate in just less than a day, and life is not a bed of roses in Kampar as always.
Besides coping with social life, study is the second pressure to me!

I'm not an excellent student forever in my studies, but I just know I never want to disappointed myself, my goal, my family and towards all the friends that cares about me.
So, in this 4 years, I never really play a fool in my studies, takes thing for granted and indeed works out more as each semester approaches.
Every semester that I've gone through throughout my study in UTAR, I was getting pressure particularly with arithmetic!

I thought taking Business Administration, I will face lesser of arithmetic, but still every semester, there was at least a subject involving arithmetic.
That's was my biggest weakest and enemy in my studies!
I still remembered, during Y1S2, I need to cope with 2 accounts, 2 quantitative subjects and 3 theories papers.
If I couldn't get survived during that semester, I think life would change by now!
That particular semester was really painful, teary nights, sleepless nights, and I really wish to thanks to her! She is the one never stop encouraging and by my side.
Even, past few months, I had problem in my relationship, she still stands by me, protecting me and taking good care of me! How could I ever express my indefinite thanks to you for coming into my life. How could I ever thanks to Him for creating a bridge between us, and get us connected! You are really a best friend that I'll never regret knowing and I really wish this friendship will last long. Please promise me to do that, Ms. Shirley Kwong Chee Ai!

Life still gets on although might not be a bed of roses during this entire 4 years. What I've learned, I will always remember and treasure it! Life ahead just about begin to start, though I might not know how results will ought to be, but I really pray everyday that I'm able to graduated on time, this year. Uncertainty arises, will even make me to outperform and do my very own best! Fingers crossed, that everything will goes smoothly as how it supposed to be.

Though life is tough in UTAR, but I really glad that I've known variety of friends in my life. Some will study with you, some will play with you, some will pillow-talk with you, and of course there are indeed numerous of categories of friends just suited for you, regardless of any mood you had. For me, if I wish to have a sweet escape, definitely there are friends that can bring laughter and make me forget the reality for a while, and thanks to them, there's how I can work out from my pressure. As I'm not good expressing in words, I just want to let you all know that, regardless of any friends that I've known, I'll treasure and always keep in my memory, not wish to show any priority to any bunch of friends and neglected any side as well ;)
I ♥ all my friends!

Badminton Superstars' gang, which added me in their group in Facebook. At first, I thought, what the heck is that, and felt awkward to be invited to a group which I barely even know each and every person in that group. Seeing them updating and spam the wall before I knowing them, I felt wanna say something inside that group, but due to my personality which will freeze from doing anything with peoples I'm not familiar with, I hesitated and just be one of the stalker in that particular group. Knowing them is through badminton, and the first time playing with them is in Rakan Muda's court. From that moment, we played frequently and obsessively due I need training for the inter-faculty badminton tournament in UTAR. At one time, we even played until 2am in the morning and straight for mamak until 4am something, and I still remembered I will have class on 8am on that day. Though it's tiring, but I have fun with every each of them. Though the period of knowing them is barely 2 months which is not considered long, but all of them are simply awesome ♥

Throughout my studies, I also feel grateful that there is always someone that could offer help in my studies when I encountered difficulties. The last group of friend which I've only known for a day which is the last day of Week 14 although they have been my lecture mates for 3 years! They are simply awesome, and never reluctant or hesitate to offer me help in business taxation and allowed me to join their group study. Although you all might not come across to my blog to see this, but here I sincerely wish all of you all the best in future undertakings!

To put all words for the freaking 4 years' life in Kampar is really not enough and I might need to come out with a book, perhaps, but each of every bits will forever restored in my eternal memory and never ever get deleted. This thing I can assured! Looking forwards for the new chapter in my life...

Thanks for everything, thanks for the memories each and every of you that have given to me, thanks for the ups and downs; THANK YOU is the 8 simple letter words which I could offer to each and every of you sincerely! All the best to all my friends in whatever you guys are doing, and must always remember me!!!

P/s : God, thanks for all the memories you have given to me! Please continuing to bless me to graduate on time!

Night without Light

The night, before exam week but yet close to the study week, there is a sudden blackout in the place where I stay which left me no choice but to spend my time at the lake side with several friends of mine, beering while enjoying the cool breeze. 

Kampar no doubt is a dead town for most of the people, but for me I simply adore that for the simpleness of it.

Enjoy the night where after dinner, we went for the K-session just because the adrenaline rush for it, and once we decided to go back after everything, we been told that there is no electricity, thus we decided to buy beers and chilled near the lakeside. FYI, I'm still a good girl that ain't into or addict with beers or whatsoever liquors :P

 -The lakeside-

 -Ryan @ LCC- 

 -Jason- 

 

 -Michele-

 -Ben Hew-

He finally let me to take a more decent photo of him after so many snaps.

 

 -I need no introduction-

By, the way, this is not related to the content of the post, but this is my uni's library. I just found out that my library is not that "bad" to me during night time, and yes, I study at there til late at that night :P

Imma still so freaking awake though now it is 5.53 am. Been insomnia-ing quite some time and I seriously need to overcome it, or else, my body will seriously damaged or easily get old which is something bad for me :(

I am

so tired, so exhausted...
and today was only the first day I been to campus after my 2 weeks+ semester break ( cause I don't have class on Monday ^^ )
Time-table is ok, and I'm pretty satisfied with it.
I never thought that Ms.Ching is teaching me MA in this semester, and I never thought that she can still remember my group's assignment in foundation cause that was three years back. Gosh!
In fact, was quite worry she will be teaching me MA cause she was never a friendly lecturer/tutor that I can say but today lecture/tutor class prove I was wrong.
Anyway, just hope every subject goes smoothly and I'm able to understand and nail it! :)
By the way, many people are cursing Maxis cause of their shitty service but I just remain fine as I have been one of the loyal user of Maxis ever since I own my very first phone number.
However, every person's tolerance do have their own limit and in fact, I was quite annoyed by their poor service recently simply because I lost contact with many peoples, I can't call my mum ever since I back to Kampar! I can't call Raymond! Ugh! I wanna call him so badly and I don't know why.
Just felt that it is quite inconvenient if I can't call out. Especially if have any urgency! FMaxisL!
Oh yea, btw, Arts & Craft society is having fund raising tomorrow at block C. We will be selling some hand-made crafts, toast sardine sandwiches and red bean dessert :)
For all the Utarians, do come and support ya!

 P/s : Sick soon? I don't want!

0002

I hope 0002 is LUCKY for me!
God, please bless me!

No Title

Holla everyone!
Almost to the end of week 1 of the new semester.
Speaking about the new semester, having new environment of studying in new blocks.
Sounds great?
But, definitely a big NO for me!
The reason simply because I got lost on the 1st day to class!
If comparing to other local universities, the new blocks are still far behind, and the fat me is really lazy to walk! Haha~ Perhaps that's the reason why I don't like studying in new blocks!
Hmm, suppose to post up about last year's vacation but still in the process, so maybe another week?
I'm not busy at all but I just don't know why I am so lazy! Lazy to do things, and even online! (But, rajin in drama-ing! FML!)
Mayb could be my H1N1 illness that on off and on! Seriously, getting ill is so terrible, horrible, vegetable and fuckatable!
I also vomitted sometime once after foods, and that's make me fucking hate it!
Maybe of all that, it leads to poor concentration and mood swing of mine this few days and resulted me hiding in the room if I don't have class.
Hope for fully recovery so that I can be on the right track.
By the way, tomorrow I'm driving to KL, so pray for me have a safe journey cause is my 1st time of driving to KL!

P/s : Seriously, KK's post next post!

Checked!

Y2S2 checked officially today!

Disgusting Message and the Mishaps

Ok! Whatever has passed will be aside and will blog it when it is the correct time.

Since everyone so interested to know about what the message that I got in my FB's message inbox, so I might as well share it here so that everyone could avoid this person too. FYI, this person is not in my fb's friend list and he is just so disgusting. Ewww!!~

I rofl so hard when I see the message and guess this pathetic person is just so boring and got nothing better to do. Haigh! Why this world is full of this kind of person, that is so damn sickening!

Another thing I wanted to share was those mishaps that had happenned in Kampar.
1st, it was the bridge collapsing and resulting death and injuries.
2nd, serious car accidents that involved 3 cars(if I'm not mistaken).
3rd, latest is today's mishap where 2 boys and 1 girl of UTAR suspected and fear drowned at Kampar waterfalls.
This news spread so fast and those people was msn-ing to get the latest news cause I'm from UTAR Kampar and guess I'm suppose to know that. (You should know is you, :P) Wtf right?
Next, auntie was calling to ask me not to go out especially to waterfall. Lol~
and I thought mum would call also to tell me about this but I'm wrong. Instead, I called her and let her know what have happened.
She is too busy having supper with gu ma and the cousins that have come back from KL. How I wish I were there too!
Back to those mishaps, hope that's the end of it. Pray that everyone in Kampar will be safe. Amen!

P/s : Fighting moment again!

Fcuk Utar

Suppose to be a happy day to welcome the first day of final examination of my Y2S1, but the shitty Utar makes my day turn from up to down!
Damn it!
I really want to fuck UTAR!
I'm flaming! Wtf!
The venue that is printed suppose to be at block E, but they changed it without informing and poor me and the others(several students)have to run from block E to the new block G.
Another wtf is that, block G is a new building and I don't even know their proper construction which make me get lost few times before I managed to reach to the place where I need to have my exam!
You imagine, exam start at 2pm but I only manage to reach there at 2.15pm only with driving+running!
Try to imagine how about others that don't have car? All they can do is just run!
Try to imagine how you will react if you were me or us?
For me, my hand shaking and my breath fastened and I can't really concentrating.
Lucky that I didnt fainted although I'm a bit shaking when I reach there!

FUCK UTAR!
WTF!

P/s : God, please let me have my exam peacefully without all this mess! and I'm praying hard to You

Thursday's

It's been raining this few days... the weather is so cold and is best when you are going to your dreamland :) How I wish I could too!
I guess I just need to start myself to adapt going bed not too early as final is approaching soon! You see, final is when the time you hardly can't get a good sleep and that's the reason why I preparing myself for this.
Sounds torturing right? :X That's me! :0

Back to the main things of today's post.
Attended Shiseido make-up class by soft-skills just now.
Overall, is quite interesting when you actually learn/know the do's and dont's of how to take care of your skin, apply proper skin care products, putting on make-ups.
The speaker is charming too, and just so adorable... cute!
Too bad, I forgot to snap any photos to prove it :(
The talks are way too short and imagine for 2 hours, it is quite impossible to learn anything right?
What's more for me, this lazy and idiotic of make-ups' people...

Here's the sample that we got from them.
We are also given the voucher of skin analysis and makeover session and it's FREE! FOC!
I don't think I got chance to use it as the expiry is on 20 Sept 2009 cause in between this period, I won't happen to bump in any Shiseido's counter :(
Anyone interested? Can grab it from me :)

-The sample and the booklet by Shiseido-

After marketing tutorial, went to Sushi King with Shirley the lioness :X
We ate too little but we are just so full. Btw, if you love Unagi, don't forget to dine in there as they are having Unagi Time promo basically offering all unagi rice-based sushi! and it's till 31 Aug 2009 only!

-8 plates only.(Us) Rare one.-

They are also having their own Sushi King's mooncake. It offers yam+pumkin flavour(as shown below) and green tea+citrus flavour. Both for RM21 only! Grab it for your beloved in this coming mooncake festival :)

-Look quite nice huh?-

Exam mode officially starts starting this week! I need strength and to be persistent enough! I know I can do it! Cause is just the matter of whether I want it or not :) Ima having final from 12/09/2009-25/09/2009. Wish me luck and do pray for me ya :P

P/s : Going to Shirley's hs now to help her to ..... :P

Fabulous weekend :)

As mentioned I had a wonderful weekend in my pm at my Msn, so here is some update on previous weekend that I had. I attended career talk by Genting Malaysia Berhad. I went to Ipoh on the same day after the career talk. I joined soft-skill (Thinking Out Of The Box) on Sunday :)

Let's talk about Saturday. 15/08/2009

Well, woke up early in the morning to get myself prepare to attend career talk by Genting Malaysia Berhad(formerly known as Resorts World Berhad).

Young and smart speaker as I can see. To our surprise, he told us that he was graduated from UTAR last December, which means he is our senior :) He came with another HR Exec, Mr Francis Khoo. I still remember vividly that he is the first man who interviewed me when I was looking for a part-time job in Genting 5 years back.

To make things short and simple, I shall concluded what I have learned from the career talk. Well, he taught us on how to deal with some interview questions that might ask from the interviewer. Those frequently asked and tricky questions. He talked about the effectively grooming so that we can please the interviewer when we attending interview. He talked about benefits of working in Genting. Etc, etc, etc.

After the talk, I drove to Ipoh to meet Ashlee for lunch and movie. We watched District 9. If you want me to rate, it would be 6/10 :P After movie, we both move on our separate way. She and her friends heading back to UTP for AmySearch if I'm not mistaken. Me and Jason of cause won't waste our time to do some shopping spree :) He bought a lot of apparels for himself while I bought apparels for myself and also for dear since it is considered worth to buy after discount. I shall spare putting up photo on the apparel I bought for dear so that dear will eventually be more happy when he actually got it :P
I bought myself a sandal too cause my heels make my legs damn pain when I was walking shop by shop :P
I bought a cheap pefume cause I like the smell. Wtf. =_="
I bought myself a shoe rack so that my shoes can be arranged nicely :)
I didn't buy a blink-blink apparel and a blink-blink heels that I love it so muchieeeeee!! Damn sad! The reason : I considered that I might get myself starving all the way to the end of the August which resulted of giving up on my desired :(

Saturday done and here come Sunday. 16/08/2009

Despite of tiredness and lack of sleep, I told Shirley that I wont attend church on Sunday and told her to message me after she settled for church thingy so that we can go together for the soft-skill that we had registered early in July. Before I continue my post, I strongly recommended to all the Utarians to join Thinking Out Of The Box under the Creative Thinking section that organized by the Soft-skill department.

I think most of us had fun there and learning something new too, perhaps. We learnt SCRAMPER. Well, SCRAMPER is a strategy that can be used to assist students to generate new or alternative ideas. It is a tool to suport creative, divergent thinking. It is an acronym for substitute, combine, adapt, modify/magnify/minify, put to other uses, eliminate, reverse/rearrange.
Actually, we learnt a lot other than SCRAMPER. To have more details of the programme, you should have take part and experience it yourself :P
Now, let me show you some photos that were taken during the day :)

Kian Meng presented our idea of healthcare products that have been assigned to our group.
We name our company LIFE

This is taken during our break. Shirley loves to camwhore and she can camwhore everywhere at any moment as well :P

and I love to pose and did a candid one as well :)


All the managers were given tasks by CEO which were building a tall, strong and neat telecommunication tower, designing 3 party hats and cutting a paper so that it can fit two peoples inside but the condition is without tearing the papers and the papers must be in shape :P AND doing a container for the eggs so that when it drop from high, the egg won't broken

Can you see the serious-ness of us in getting our tasks done?

Still doing...

and keep doing... CEO is looking, so I better do nicely :)

and I'm hoping that our peak does the tallest among all :)

Indeed, we are the tallest among all the design...

and strongest :)
Checking by the CEO :p

CEO checking the eggs :)

Time to throw the eggs from the 1st floor :P
-Our group's-

We managed to camwhore when they were throwing the eggs out :P

It happened to landed nicely but the eggs broken because of the bad position of the egg :(

Our group photo :)
YipiYaYa @ LIFE

-Other's groups photo-

and we ended the session taking photo with Capt. Arivananthan with his wife together with someone that suppose not to be inside :X
*evil me*

P/s : Hoping to join other soft-skill that is interesting next semester :p
P. p/s : Tagging post is on next. Kena tagged by Adam, Karfay and Ashlee :(

H1N1 again

H1N1?
I don't know how the seriousness it affected my university but indeed got 1 UTAR student died of H1N1.
Seems like after the news not long, people tend to be more aware. I noticed many of the students are actually wearing mask to protect themselves from affected.
And for me? I don't really influence by the news I guess..
Right until now, I still believing that, it is not easy to get infected after all. :X
Dying of H1N1 is better than any cause you don't feel the pain.
According to Jason, it is more like a sudden death and you actually don't have any acknowledge of it and he said that is not worth cause we haven't inform of our will.
Thus, I told him, if I ever died of H1N1, all my belongings will goes to my family and please tell UTAR to burn one First Class Honour Degree certificate to me so that I died with no regret :X

All done

Done! DOne! DONe! DONE!
Finally, everything is done!
Y2S1 assignments officially ends today!
Thanks for all my groupmates. I believe without all of you, we can't easily do our things!
Hope we have a better experience to perform better in next semester.
Love you all!
and glad to be at home, finally... after 5 weeks!

This morning, feeling ain't good. Lots of worries, really a lot. Sometimes, I feel that I tense easily and worry about things before they come or happen. In other words, I like to worry things easily. This semester, I don't feel good. Many things happen even before the class actually started. Feeling homesick although just 3 days i come back here. Damn it! And feeling of missing someone is so deep until I cried. Ya, this morning, I cried and I called him so that it can make me feels better. Next, assignment group. Fed up of everyone in the class. Some are really sarcastic and irresponsible. Ok! That's the end. I won't complaining about this matters anymore. Next, car park sticker. I failed this time which makes me have to drive so far before I even reach campus and the worst part is I have to walk under the hot sun in future. Haigh! Next, don't have any mood to do anything due to so many worries or problem I currently having now. I don't like the NEXT words cause the more 'next' I got, the more problems I think I will have. Hopefully every 'next' in future will be a positive 'next' for me.

- P/s: Should I go home later? -

Finally... They are released

Yo!!! I want to SHOUT OUT LOUD because I'm too happy!!!

Ladies and gentlemen, I'm proud to announced that I have PASS all my 7 subjects!!!

Please feel happy for me ok? Cause I'm been under hyperstress, hypertension and sad for the past 7 months because worrying what my result could be!!!

Thanks GOD and all my dearest friends that had been through with me all this while. I really appreciate it! You guys are the best!!!

Exam's coming

Just checked out the draft examination timetable. I don't like the arrangement but I couldn't complain as if looks nice(no 2 exams in a day except the last day) although is a disaster. Well, at least, no clash but on the last day of the examination, I got 2 exams. Hope it will be fine for me!

Tentatively main examination time-table as drafted by the officer:

Wed(29/04/09) - Business Accounting I(RS) - 9am
Thurs(30/04/09) - OHR(M) - 9am
Mond(04/05/09) - QTII(M) - 9am
Tues(05/05/09) - Economics(M) - 9am
Fri(08/05/09) - CBLaw(M) - 9am
Mond(11/05/09) - QTI(RS) - 9am / Business Accounting II(M) - 2pm

P/s : Luckily the exam ended same as everybody in BA course.. If not, TT..

P/s : Hope the things is fixed also. No changes!

Gambate everyone!!!

All Done

3 assignment declared DONE at 1.00am 6th March 2009...
FINALLY, can relax and going back home tomorrow..
Miss home so much~

Im so unlucky T.T

I wish to CRY out loud but Im too weak, and no strength.

Why does this happen to me?

LAW, for sure I will fail cause I even didn't manage to do ALL the questions given because I left out the things I supposed to read about. The marks is 40 for 2 questions. I didn't do 1 whole question which means I lost 20marks. Remaining 20 marks is impossible to grab it all because I don't know how to do in the correct way! Why?!

BECAUSE....
(Lacks of studying LAW and because of stupidity=Ignorance of the IMPORTANT cases)

OHR - After I get into the exam hall, I found out my hp missing and I went out before papers distributed so that I can find my hp. To my disgrace, I couldn't found it and I just rushed back to exam hall. Inside the exam hall, after the papers distributed, and I requested to the invigilator to let me out to search for my hp because I remembered I went to the ladies before that(She is the nicest lady I ever met). And once again, Im disappointed because there is no sign of any dropped hp in the ladies. Thus, this leads to bad concentration while doing the OHR paper. Missing hp=Lost concentration in OHR.

The questions is not hard and to be frankly it is the easiest I've saw in my entire life and I hope I can score high marks since I will fail my LAW.

Does miracle once again exist?





P/s : Regarding my hp, I found out at the floor in an OPEN area!! Thanks god, I've found you! and luckily today there are not many students in that block D, if not.... I surely will CRY OUT LOUD!!!

TheStar's Interview?

Hey, UTAR calling me again! It was like, what I owe them? Proposals? Minutes? Sometimes, get frustrated when I got call from UTAR cause they gave me endless "trouble". But this time, around 5.18pm, while I am doing my assignments with my friends, I got called from UTAR... and I was like thinking, should I received that call? To my suprised, Miss Serena is on the line and she is telling me that TheStar want to interview me. Interview?! What is that all about? I'm getting shocked and at the same time, excited to hear that. After further questions and her's explanation, I get a more clearer picture on what is moving on. She said that TheStar actually wants to interview students that worked for UTAR. Yeah, I did do that in my last semester. I worked as Student Assistant in ICTC but the things that make me puzzled a while is like, I really don't know what I've gained from there cause my jobs are, to sit at there waiting for the students to get the laptop and projector, helping the officer-in-duty if they need helps, "kap luiz and chaiz", chat with the officer-in-duty and read Kak's Lina novel. Is that contributed to the benefits I've gained for working there as there might be this similar question from them.


P/s: I'm not very sure whether they will really did an interview on us as you can imagine, "Who carez about this?"