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Wednesday, March 31, 2010


My blog is so dead recently.
Yes, I'm free but is hard to get me updating my blog nor post some photos of current events.
I have tonnes of photos but seriously, I'm so lazy to upload, not only in blog but in FB as well.
Photos of vacation in KK, CNY'10, UMS'10, bobby's collection and lots lots.... Hmmmm~
Right now, I'm just waiting for my 4pm class and head back to TI after the class finish at 6pm.
Don't be surprise as you saw me back to Kampar on Monday and now you're hearing me back AGAIN to TI! Haha~ What to do, I just have classes from Mond-Wed ONLY!
Supposingly, I had planned to go Penang for TAO's hunting but due to some health reason, I need to get my ass back to TI.
If not, I scared my mummy will be over worried if she hadn't saw me ASAP!
Btw, if you're following me on FB, you will see that in my wall post statused that I'm worried and I hope for speedy recovering! Thanks for everyone's concern!
But, doc said I need 4-5 weeks times to recover.(Actually, is not about the breathing difficulty prob that I consulted with doc but yet is another thing which I don't feel to highlight here)
Cause is quite embarass lo~ HAHA ^^
Really glad that I have all my aunts & grandma, my sista and my dear Shirley to accompany me to doc!
Feels so touch!!! and my babe Ashlee for listening me when I'm so freaked out (you better just keep to yourself and don't tease me again!)
I think I need a nap now before my class or else I might be fishing later! Will try to update frequently and post more proper post with tonnes of photos(er, hope so)

P/s : Anybody just date me for some short vacation puh-lezz!

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Bobby ♥

He never fails to make me laugh
He never fails to make me smile
  He never fails to cheer me up
 He never fails to grab my attention
 He never fails to act funny
 He never fails to act innocent
Mummy love him so much, so do I
Do you notice that Bobby is so happy?

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Annoying entry

 Note : This entry might be annoying, just don't read or blame me after you have read if it does make you feel ain't good!

Midterms finally done but there are still 4 assignments waiting for us to be done.
Trying to rushing for it so we could have comfortable day without worries/stress.
For the sake of ENT & HRM midterm and HRM assignment, I had skipped 5 LECTURE class! is 5!
I don't feel good not because of worrying I didn't sign the attendance which may resulting bar for final but is the knowledge that I miss out, freaked me out as I'm not an intelligent students where I still need guidance and knowledge from lecturers.

I don't feel good today nor moody but there are something.
There are something that make me quite upset.
I've been blame by someone over something that is absolutely not my fault. I don't know how to exaggerate as to recall back, I think is ridiculous. Why on earth people will blame someone that has done nothing wrong?
For the sake of not calling somebody to wake up, I've been asked harshly and forced to see the "black" face. Hello, excuse me? I'm not your nanny! Nor you alarm clock!
Ok, to put in a simple way...
Did you ask me to wake you up at first? Think and recognize whether is my fault or not before talking so LOUDLY and MEAN to me!
I am human, I have feeling! Just because of something that not pleased you, I have to be treated like this? Please consider on other's feeling too!
Previously excited emotion just shrunk to the min lvl because of this.

As I said there are something previously, so this is the second part of what I felt / gone through.
 I'm trying to help up / to ease burden on you but I can feel that you are just avoiding me.
I mean to get things done but I could feel that you think I'm looking down on you by even my mere intention was actually to help you.(maybe is my only assumption, I "perasan" or whatsoever, but this is really how I felt)
You can't blame me for thinking something like this, but your actions could somehow rather makes me feel so.
Am I really too mean towards you? Or too demanding until you feel stress when dealing with me?
Friends, we've been friend since we get to know each other and get along real well but somehow, now it becoming so far. Far that I could see the possibility that you never wanted me to be your friend anymore.
I don't know. Mayb I'm too sensitive or what, but I really can't help myself thinking on that.
I don't wish to lost the friendship but it feels hurt to recall back everything that has happened yet you could just keep quiet. Maybe you scold/shout/yell/scream at me, I will feel better?
Or even to let me know I'm wrong if I do so?
As sometimes, I don't know what I had done that might actually offended you or could like now, SILENT~

Friends, I take this chance to APOLOGIZE if I bring hurt and grieve to you all! This is at least, something I can do or could make me feel better, perhaps~

Argh, Ashlee, tell me what should I do? Wish someone will at least in this moment, beside me hears my rants and even comfort me or wipe away my tears.
I just couldn't help myself and tears dropped! I'm such a useless that can't even control my fucking emotion.
Fucking bitch, yea! I remembered that, somebody said I'm fucking bitch!

P / s : I'm fine. I felt better after this.

Friday, March 12, 2010

Ranting again

I'm blogging now!
Yea, but doesn't mean I'm free now!
Tomorrow's the last mid-term and I don't have the strength to study, I don't know why.
I can sense tomorrow paper will be a disaster for me. I know I won't get good results for it too but I won't give up.

A lots of things happen recently, which is quite bothering for some of my housemate and me.
Maybe I'm the cause of all this trouble that had brought up, and I really don't understand why certain people can't just understand on others, put themself on other's shoes and thinks on behalf others as well.
Haigh, I just know that I have to keep silent and accept every M-16 that have shot towards me.

I had the most toughest time in this Wed that requires me and my groupmate to redo the whole assignment. YES, is from A-Z. You must have thought that I have the fussiest tutor and indeed he is! I miss going home on Wednesday and resulting me working all the day until the next morning Thursday at 9am and eventually I straight drove back to home. Is an awful day! Nevertheless, going home could make me forget about the stress that is never-ending for awhile and it helps when there are family and your cute pup beside you. And I miss them now!

I just dislike Kampar cause I feel so stress at Kampar facing assignments! Total of 4 assignments to be submitted on next week Friday and the last midterm for tomorrow! FOL kao kao!

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Short update

I know my blog is mushroom-ing!
I don't wish too but tight schedule with classes, midterms & assignments really killing me!
Left 1 midterm on this Sat and 4 assignments to be done! FML kao kao!
Until this Week 8, we only manage to settle 1 assignment! I know that it is so inefficient!
I'm really tired and restless ever since coming back from CNY.
Finally, tomorrow I can go back for awile to catch up with my family and Bobby!
I miss them so much!!!