for holiday!!!
I want holiday!
I want holiday!!
I want holiday!!!
Just 2 more days! and I will be free like a bird!
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Saturday, September 19, 2009
I'm crapping again
Lots of things in mind, lots of things happened, lots of views and thoughts to be shared
BUT
Just don't have the time to do it and the timing is not so correct.
BUT
when the time come, it will gone expired. So pathetic!
BUT
Seriously, trust me!
Everything just shape me to be a better person from where and how I used to be.
I learn how to be better in tackling friendship problem although I might having non-stopping because of the misconception that is created solely by others or could be how they mistaken of what kind of human being I am.
If you eagerly want to know which kind of people am I, I'm telling you right now!
(1) I only believe in the truth but not listening from others.
Example: Ok! People always make the first impression on others. And this is also happening on me sometimes. I admit that but now I'm seriously will make sure about the issue being discusses with the confrontation which sounds, "How sure of you about this?" "You witnessed it yourself?" "Are you sure that your gossip could be just blank gossip without any real fact that supporting it"?
I'm doing this because I feel that it is unfair to the "character" that so unlucky will be gossiped by some kind of idiotic BIATCH who has nothing better to do other than gossipping. Cause I believe in Karma. Whatever I'm doing, I will be asking back myself, "How will I feel if I'm the unlucky one?"
(2) I'm not a sweet talker and definitely can't melt your hearts nor make you to convince about me eventhough the fact is I'm right but you're wrong.
Example: I feels I always screw up some conversation and sounded silly or to the more serious extent, might give people's impression, I'm snobbish, boosting queen, talk more than work and etc. etc. I really admit sometimes the statements from me might sound hurtful, but trust me, I really don't have the bad intention to create havoc. This is because I don't have honey tongue or honey lip to make my words to become a pleasing one which is to please every single of human in this world. One thing, I really hate people who are not believing me and at the same time ask me for help.
So, don't ask if you never have trust and faith with me!
(3) I'm a straight-forward person(90%) <---which mum thinks is a weakness in me
Example: I talk what my mind thinks and seldom manipulate my feelings. I will say I knows if I really knows and no if I don't. I will be putting on wide smile if I'm happy and emo if I'm moody. Cause I feel it is tired and I particularly thinks that those prestige "actor" could do this kind of thing which I named them, "the awesome two-faced people". This is because they can be pretending caring you eventhough they wish you die fast fast. They can be good with you at your front but stabbing you non-stop at your back. They can tell you, "Oh!, exam is so hard. I couldn't even answer and sure score very bad one" but the fact is they know exactly from A-Z.
Isn't this people sounds scary?
Why not they just can be true? Maybe for the sake of themselves!
I don't understand and I don't think is a weakness but maybe others will not agree with me.
Many people told me in order to survice in this world, you need to be like this. Duh! I hate that statement and feeling no point to live in a sarcastic world.
(4) I'm easily believe in others. In other words, I'm "soft heart" people.
Example: Ok! I am easily forgive others although the people once and once again hurt me. I don't know why I'm like that. Maybe is suppose to be a good thing, but I think sometime it somehow rather will get me pissed off when that particular person hurt me again after I forgot and forgave about how the past that person used to treat me. Sigh! Pathetic Nky.
(5) I hate people who is contradicting with themselves.
Example: They could be so biatch CONFIRMING that other biatch is so biatch, this and that(which is making backstabbing statement) and at the next moment, you could see the biatch actually go and "hug head,hug neck" which is totally a faker and looking so BIATCH to me.
(6) I am just who I am.
Example: I am Ng Kah Yee. 5+2 makes my name become so unique that I bet you wouldn't have one like me :) I'm my daddy and mummy's good daughter. I'm not a princess. I don't claim myself a princess cause I'm tough. Not a girly girly femine type although I'm not a TB. I'm attached to someone which means I'm in a relationship. I'm a big sister to my lil sis and 2 lil bro. I love and care my family and my boyf a lot. Of cause, I have a bunch of buddy and "ji muis" which I'm treated them dearly also. This is because they are the one that will laugh together with me when I'm happy and cry together with me when I'm sad. What more could I ask for when I have so many people who treated me so good?
There are a lot about me and I don't think I might able to list all out or it could be worthless to point it out cause not everyone will actually want to know after all.
Aside from telling how the person I am, this short period of time during exam period make me realize many things also.
(1) I learn how to allocate and equal my precious time to fulfill different angle of temptation/desire and my exam. This sounds an improvement to me.
(2) I learn how to be a listener instead of confronting others.
(3) I learn not to become so stubborn in everything. Be it friendship problem nor my life matters.
(4) I learn "bor ler" Hoping I really got a "bor ler" that can guide me to the correct path.
(5) I learn and realize which is only the true but yet I learn how to forget and forgive about the bad.
(6) I learn not to be emo but instead try to cope the emoness.
(7) I learn to look further and enlarge my vision.
(8) I learn a lot from Miss Jos Kuah. She really inspired me a lot. She is an extraordinary tutor in UTAR that I've ever met so far. Miss Shanti is another nice one too!
Seems like I said I won't talk long or neither have the time to do so but I flattering a lot without me even realize. The passion to blog seems never stopping me all this while.
Just 2 more papers, I'm free. I hope that the God will all this while blessing me until the last paper of mine. And of cause, I will make sure to double my effort for the last 2 papers that I have :)
Yea, keep fighting till the end! Fighting! Fighting! (It makes me remembered the MVP Valentine)
Signing off by apologizing for the long winding post from me :p
Have a nice weekend and holiday everyone!
BUT
Just don't have the time to do it and the timing is not so correct.
BUT
when the time come, it will gone expired. So pathetic!
BUT
Seriously, trust me!
Everything just shape me to be a better person from where and how I used to be.
I learn how to be better in tackling friendship problem although I might having non-stopping because of the misconception that is created solely by others or could be how they mistaken of what kind of human being I am.
If you eagerly want to know which kind of people am I, I'm telling you right now!
(1) I only believe in the truth but not listening from others.
Example: Ok! People always make the first impression on others. And this is also happening on me sometimes. I admit that but now I'm seriously will make sure about the issue being discusses with the confrontation which sounds, "How sure of you about this?" "You witnessed it yourself?" "Are you sure that your gossip could be just blank gossip without any real fact that supporting it"?
I'm doing this because I feel that it is unfair to the "character" that so unlucky will be gossiped by some kind of idiotic BIATCH who has nothing better to do other than gossipping. Cause I believe in Karma. Whatever I'm doing, I will be asking back myself, "How will I feel if I'm the unlucky one?"
(2) I'm not a sweet talker and definitely can't melt your hearts nor make you to convince about me eventhough the fact is I'm right but you're wrong.
Example: I feels I always screw up some conversation and sounded silly or to the more serious extent, might give people's impression, I'm snobbish, boosting queen, talk more than work and etc. etc. I really admit sometimes the statements from me might sound hurtful, but trust me, I really don't have the bad intention to create havoc. This is because I don't have honey tongue or honey lip to make my words to become a pleasing one which is to please every single of human in this world. One thing, I really hate people who are not believing me and at the same time ask me for help.
So, don't ask if you never have trust and faith with me!
(3) I'm a straight-forward person(90%) <---which mum thinks is a weakness in me
Example: I talk what my mind thinks and seldom manipulate my feelings. I will say I knows if I really knows and no if I don't. I will be putting on wide smile if I'm happy and emo if I'm moody. Cause I feel it is tired and I particularly thinks that those prestige "actor" could do this kind of thing which I named them, "the awesome two-faced people". This is because they can be pretending caring you eventhough they wish you die fast fast. They can be good with you at your front but stabbing you non-stop at your back. They can tell you, "Oh!, exam is so hard. I couldn't even answer and sure score very bad one" but the fact is they know exactly from A-Z.
Isn't this people sounds scary?
Why not they just can be true? Maybe for the sake of themselves!
I don't understand and I don't think is a weakness but maybe others will not agree with me.
Many people told me in order to survice in this world, you need to be like this. Duh! I hate that statement and feeling no point to live in a sarcastic world.
(4) I'm easily believe in others. In other words, I'm "soft heart" people.
Example: Ok! I am easily forgive others although the people once and once again hurt me. I don't know why I'm like that. Maybe is suppose to be a good thing, but I think sometime it somehow rather will get me pissed off when that particular person hurt me again after I forgot and forgave about how the past that person used to treat me. Sigh! Pathetic Nky.
(5) I hate people who is contradicting with themselves.
Example: They could be so biatch CONFIRMING that other biatch is so biatch, this and that(which is making backstabbing statement) and at the next moment, you could see the biatch actually go and "hug head,hug neck" which is totally a faker and looking so BIATCH to me.
(6) I am just who I am.
Example: I am Ng Kah Yee. 5+2 makes my name become so unique that I bet you wouldn't have one like me :) I'm my daddy and mummy's good daughter. I'm not a princess. I don't claim myself a princess cause I'm tough. Not a girly girly femine type although I'm not a TB. I'm attached to someone which means I'm in a relationship. I'm a big sister to my lil sis and 2 lil bro. I love and care my family and my boyf a lot. Of cause, I have a bunch of buddy and "ji muis" which I'm treated them dearly also. This is because they are the one that will laugh together with me when I'm happy and cry together with me when I'm sad. What more could I ask for when I have so many people who treated me so good?
There are a lot about me and I don't think I might able to list all out or it could be worthless to point it out cause not everyone will actually want to know after all.
Aside from telling how the person I am, this short period of time during exam period make me realize many things also.
(1) I learn how to allocate and equal my precious time to fulfill different angle of temptation/desire and my exam. This sounds an improvement to me.
(2) I learn how to be a listener instead of confronting others.
(3) I learn not to become so stubborn in everything. Be it friendship problem nor my life matters.
(4) I learn "bor ler" Hoping I really got a "bor ler" that can guide me to the correct path.
(5) I learn and realize which is only the true but yet I learn how to forget and forgive about the bad.
(6) I learn not to be emo but instead try to cope the emoness.
(7) I learn to look further and enlarge my vision.
(8) I learn a lot from Miss Jos Kuah. She really inspired me a lot. She is an extraordinary tutor in UTAR that I've ever met so far. Miss Shanti is another nice one too!
Seems like I said I won't talk long or neither have the time to do so but I flattering a lot without me even realize. The passion to blog seems never stopping me all this while.
Just 2 more papers, I'm free. I hope that the God will all this while blessing me until the last paper of mine. And of cause, I will make sure to double my effort for the last 2 papers that I have :)
Yea, keep fighting till the end! Fighting! Fighting! (It makes me remembered the MVP Valentine)
Signing off by apologizing for the long winding post from me :p
Have a nice weekend and holiday everyone!
P/s: so You would come?
Monday, September 14, 2009
Mr Four-legged lizard/snake
Ok! It was really a disaster for today paper.
Once i go inside the exam hall, it's gone.
My memorizing on that SSM gone and it is so heart paining for me as I seldom easy to forget what I had memorize "kao kao" if you could understand what I mean. Haigh! Sad!
I don't wish to fail for MIS. If not, it will be another miserable journey in semester ahead me.
and now, Ok!
I make myself to forget about it and looks forward!
3....2.....1....*GONE!*
I should focus on the next task which is OB. I must not fooling around again! This is the promise I make for myself :p
Billy was the one who first spotted its existence and gave it a sign that he didn't welcome it.
But, Mr Four-legged lizard/snake didn't care about Billy and still intruding in our sweet home and hide itself behind the washing machine :(
Once i go inside the exam hall, it's gone.
My memorizing on that SSM gone and it is so heart paining for me as I seldom easy to forget what I had memorize "kao kao" if you could understand what I mean. Haigh! Sad!
I don't wish to fail for MIS. If not, it will be another miserable journey in semester ahead me.
and now, Ok!
I make myself to forget about it and looks forward!
3....2.....1....*GONE!*
I should focus on the next task which is OB. I must not fooling around again! This is the promise I make for myself :p
Today : Mr Four-legged lizard/snake visit No.73 Suasa 2
Billy was the one who first spotted its existence and gave it a sign that he didn't welcome it.
But, Mr Four-legged lizard/snake didn't care about Billy and still intruding in our sweet home and hide itself behind the washing machine :(
Thus, Jason came down and try to helped Billy to chase it out from our sweet home
The end?
No one knows or witness whether Mr Four-legged lizard/snake got go out or not as Billy go out for his meal and Jason&me went for exam.
Hope Mr Four-legged lizard/snake really go out and will not stay inside and wandering around when all of us are asleep.
2nd time encountered snake thingy inside the house. Hope is the last time also. *Praying hard*
The end?
No one knows or witness whether Mr Four-legged lizard/snake got go out or not as Billy go out for his meal and Jason&me went for exam.
Hope Mr Four-legged lizard/snake really go out and will not stay inside and wandering around when all of us are asleep.
2nd time encountered snake thingy inside the house. Hope is the last time also. *Praying hard*
P/s : Next task=OB! Fighting! Fighting!
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Freedom of Expressing
I just want the freedom for expressing my thoughts, feelings, difficulties, and etc.. etc,
but still I been penalized for cursing.
Ya, I know cursing is not good and it won't help to solve problems but is another way of mine to express.
This is because I don't gossiping with others but sometime I just need to burp it out so that I feel better.
Maybe as you said it won't help but that's the only way I express and is through my personal site.
Sorry if the previous post might be offended anyone especially to Mr. Raymond Chow!
but still I been penalized for cursing.
Ya, I know cursing is not good and it won't help to solve problems but is another way of mine to express.
This is because I don't gossiping with others but sometime I just need to burp it out so that I feel better.
Maybe as you said it won't help but that's the only way I express and is through my personal site.
Sorry if the previous post might be offended anyone especially to Mr. Raymond Chow!
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Fcuk Utar
Suppose to be a happy day to welcome the first day of final examination of my Y2S1, but the shitty Utar makes my day turn from up to down!
Damn it!
I really want to fuck UTAR!
I'm flaming! Wtf!
The venue that is printed suppose to be at block E, but they changed it without informing and poor me and the others(several students)have to run from block E to the new block G.
Another wtf is that, block G is a new building and I don't even know their proper construction which make me get lost few times before I managed to reach to the place where I need to have my exam!
You imagine, exam start at 2pm but I only manage to reach there at 2.15pm only with driving+running!
Try to imagine how about others that don't have car? All they can do is just run!
Try to imagine how you will react if you were me or us?
For me, my hand shaking and my breath fastened and I can't really concentrating.
Lucky that I didnt fainted although I'm a bit shaking when I reach there!
Damn it!
I really want to fuck UTAR!
I'm flaming! Wtf!
The venue that is printed suppose to be at block E, but they changed it without informing and poor me and the others(several students)have to run from block E to the new block G.
Another wtf is that, block G is a new building and I don't even know their proper construction which make me get lost few times before I managed to reach to the place where I need to have my exam!
You imagine, exam start at 2pm but I only manage to reach there at 2.15pm only with driving+running!
Try to imagine how about others that don't have car? All they can do is just run!
Try to imagine how you will react if you were me or us?
For me, my hand shaking and my breath fastened and I can't really concentrating.
Lucky that I didnt fainted although I'm a bit shaking when I reach there!
FUCK UTAR!
WTF!
P/s : God, please let me have my exam peacefully without all this mess! and I'm praying hard to You
WTF!
P/s : God, please let me have my exam peacefully without all this mess! and I'm praying hard to You
Thursday, September 10, 2009
It is all started with a conversation
Today.... erm, let me count... it should be the 5th day of study week(I mean before 10/09/2009)
4th day of study week can't blog cause don't have internet connection due to the late paying of the bills. Wtf right?
Anyway, nothing special happens yesterday though.
But, today, 09/09/09 something really good does happen to me. You just assume this post is before 12am although is 10th now. :p
That's the reason make me so high although didn't even properly revise what I suppose to revise.
Today been sleeping+procastinating+slacking+playing+blackjack,Big2+gambling a lot wey! Somebody just help me from all of this can??
Teehee~ I won RM3 from Billy Bong a.k.a the dealer. Gonna suck off your piggy bank on 17th. Watch out ok? Haha~
Ok. I know I been going out from my title. So, let's get back to the main point.
Today the thing make me *jumping on air* because it is all started with a conversation.
Yes, Sir! I will work hard and study hard! :)
Today, I received a good new from bro. Although is a small sesame thingy, but is a good new to me and I happy upon his decision too.
I have to admit that my bro is no longer a small kid but a growning young adult that looks charming to me all the time.
You know what, although you might not see this, but I really gotta say that I feel that you have make the best decision for you as I will alway love and care you no matter what.
Although we might not know what the future might be, but I trust you can handle it.
Although it might not work out the best, but it doesn't matter as long as you brave to take up the challenges that have been assigned to you as a student.
You must alway remember that jie will always support you and love you unconditional :)
Later 1pm going to meet Miss Jos for some revision on Finance. Hopefully I can gain something from the consultation. Praying hard!
4th day of study week can't blog cause don't have internet connection due to the late paying of the bills. Wtf right?
Anyway, nothing special happens yesterday though.
But, today, 09/09/09 something really good does happen to me. You just assume this post is before 12am although is 10th now. :p
That's the reason make me so high although didn't even properly revise what I suppose to revise.
Today been sleeping+procastinating+slacking+playing+blackjack,Big2+gambling a lot wey! Somebody just help me from all of this can??
Teehee~ I won RM3 from Billy Bong a.k.a the dealer. Gonna suck off your piggy bank on 17th. Watch out ok? Haha~
Ok. I know I been going out from my title. So, let's get back to the main point.
Today the thing make me *jumping on air* because it is all started with a conversation.
Yes, Sir! I will work hard and study hard! :)
Today, I received a good new from bro. Although is a small sesame thingy, but is a good new to me and I happy upon his decision too.
I have to admit that my bro is no longer a small kid but a growning young adult that looks charming to me all the time.
You know what, although you might not see this, but I really gotta say that I feel that you have make the best decision for you as I will alway love and care you no matter what.
Although we might not know what the future might be, but I trust you can handle it.
Although it might not work out the best, but it doesn't matter as long as you brave to take up the challenges that have been assigned to you as a student.
You must alway remember that jie will always support you and love you unconditional :)
Later 1pm going to meet Miss Jos for some revision on Finance. Hopefully I can gain something from the consultation. Praying hard!
P/s : Im guilty cause I'm wasting my time a lot! God, plz bless me although I'm bad :(
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Accident happened on the 3rd day
Day 3 of study week...
Well, let's see... Aside from slacking and procrastinating a lot of my time, accident do happen!
Huh? Accident happen during study week? Yeah, you are right!
You must be wondering how come study week also happen accident ya?
Haha... maybe I am exaggerating a lot.
Well, it is just a minor accident. To be precisely, got cut from canned food=accident!
But, this ain't happen on me. But, to my housemate, Billy a.k.a Billy Bong.
The kind-hearted him trying to help me to open my favorite luncheon meat when it got stuck half way and got himself a cut!
I am slacking a lot! Really proscastinating a lot! Somebody please help me! I just feel that I'm flying don't know to which country already when I read MIS!
MIS is killing me wey.. :(
Reading MIS is totally different when I'm reading my favorite OB
Duh! Still I have to keep continue and continuing...
Well, let's see... Aside from slacking and procrastinating a lot of my time, accident do happen!
Huh? Accident happen during study week? Yeah, you are right!
You must be wondering how come study week also happen accident ya?
Haha... maybe I am exaggerating a lot.
Well, it is just a minor accident. To be precisely, got cut from canned food=accident!
But, this ain't happen on me. But, to my housemate, Billy a.k.a Billy Bong.
The kind-hearted him trying to help me to open my favorite luncheon meat when it got stuck half way and got himself a cut!
Though it looks nothing here but tell you, omfg, the blood drip out profusely like never ending. That's scary wey! Felt so pain and so sorry cause causing his smooth hand got a cut. T.T
and, this is the killer a.k.a the murderer...
and, this is the killer a.k.a the murderer...
I am slacking a lot! Really proscastinating a lot! Somebody please help me! I just feel that I'm flying don't know to which country already when I read MIS!
MIS is killing me wey.. :(
Reading MIS is totally different when I'm reading my favorite OB
Duh! Still I have to keep continue and continuing...
P/s : Think I shouldn't go Genting with you guys. Sorry ya~
Monday, September 7, 2009
2nd night of study week
2nd night of study week, have poker with housemate due to boring-ness.
Guess what, this beautiful set of cards LOSE! Wtf.
and now is already the 3rd day of study week...
Wonder what time I will wake up later...
Could it be 9am?
zZzzZZzzzzz
Guess what, this beautiful set of cards LOSE! Wtf.
and now is already the 3rd day of study week...
Wonder what time I will wake up later...
Could it be 9am?
zZzzZZzzzzz
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Due to final
I have back to Kampar once again although felt so reluctant being here.
The feeling of alone, emo, lost, etc..etc.. all so sudden pop out
I sick of being here aimlessly doing nothing and being alone all the time.
The feeling of alone can be felt deep in my heart only by myself.
You see me nothing, yet doesn't mean I'm ok!
Haigh! I need to buck up myself.
Only myself can help me from being so miserable.
Ppl, I'm fine! I'm just fine!
You know what? I hate bitch! Those fugly bitch that likes to pretend innocent and vulnerable.
Just get pissed off and outta my life!
Btw, I'm alone, emo, lost, etc.. etc.. is not because of anyone. Or the above "people"
Gotta seriously buck up, be tough and courage to face tasks that assigned to me as a uni student.
Quote of today, "Do it slowly, step by step BUT continuously, eventually you will find your pace"
Initially, charity work at Ipoh supposed to be the next post but just no mood. Will be blog it soon when I find my pace! :)
The feeling of alone, emo, lost, etc..etc.. all so sudden pop out
I sick of being here aimlessly doing nothing and being alone all the time.
The feeling of alone can be felt deep in my heart only by myself.
You see me nothing, yet doesn't mean I'm ok!
Haigh! I need to buck up myself.
Only myself can help me from being so miserable.
Ppl, I'm fine! I'm just fine!
You know what? I hate bitch! Those fugly bitch that likes to pretend innocent and vulnerable.
Just get pissed off and outta my life!
Btw, I'm alone, emo, lost, etc.. etc.. is not because of anyone. Or the above "people"
Gotta seriously buck up, be tough and courage to face tasks that assigned to me as a uni student.
Quote of today, "Do it slowly, step by step BUT continuously, eventually you will find your pace"
Initially, charity work at Ipoh supposed to be the next post but just no mood. Will be blog it soon when I find my pace! :)
P/s : STRENGTH and PERSISTENT is the keyword of success for me
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