對他唯一遺憾 是 分手那天
我奔騰的眼淚 都 停不下來
若那一刻重來 我 不哭
讓他知道我可以很好

我愛他 轟轟 烈烈最瘋狂 
我的夢 狠狠 碎過卻不會忘 
曾為他 相信 明天就是未來
情節有多壞 都 不肯醒來

我愛他 跌跌 撞撞到絕望
我的心 深深 傷過卻不會忘
我和他 不再 屬于這個地方
最初的天堂 最 終的荒唐

如果還有遺憾 又 怎麼樣呢
傷了痛了懂了 就 能好了嗎  
曾經依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪     

Mindset corrected, is a relief!

Shit, I'm still awake although now is already 3am.
Heart felt more calm with the companion of Kevin Kern, 'Beyond the Sundial' and the late night talk with "someone". "Someone" that I will not imagine I could share so many things with.
Thanks Shirley for the wonderful song, it did bring peace in my mind, and I'm glad you always by my side whenever I'm down.
Time is the essence of everything, when 2 souls are meant to be with each other, it definitely clicked.
I'm still waiting as this is the thing I can do right now.
Forcing doesn't make things become better but eventually it will mess everything.
Whether it is worth or not, it doesn't matter as I'm true to my heart and my feeling.
Is not easy to maintain this positive feeling but well, I think might be as the age get older, one's thinking and perception will change to become more mature.
Hmmm, later have something very important thing that I need to do, hope I can do it well.
Hope the video commercial shooting run smoothly and hope we will have lots of fun cause it is a new experience for us :)
Anticipated for that too...

I hope this is not a fact, but eventually this it is

I've gone through a lot of things this few days and none of it is a good thing for me.
And if you visited my blog, you should notice there is some changes in my layout.
Yes, I don't need to do any pathetic counting anymore because I've been officially dumped less than 1 hour ago.
This also means that we are just done before the 5 years anniversary, which is still about 1 months, 2 weeks and 6 days to go.
Good thing is, Im glad Im hearing from him personally and not thinking nor guessing...
At least, he is honest to me and telling the truth rather than letting problems unsolved.
Guys... I think is hard to be trusted anymore. Promises can be flowerly, and 1 more things I had learned through this from him.

'Words can be beautiful, be sure it is true'

P/s : I really hope things will nv happenned

My little spoilt brat

I never knew it will be the last day we can be together,
I never knew it could be the last memory that you gave me,
I hope that you can live happily in your new home,
I hope they can treated you good like how I used to pamper you,
I never choose to leave you if it's within my ability,
I'm sorry for allowing them to take you away from me...
I truly miss you and I never stop tearing whenever I'm thinking about you,
my little spoilt brat

That's the last two photo of yours for my memory.... I miss you so much!!!

Penang Walk

I'm not feeling so fine, due to some personal matter, well just forgive me for the simple post of my last week visit to Penang. After all, I promised to blog about it. So, here it come...

We went to Kek Lok Si once after we had our breakfast in some random place, which I forgot the place, but I think it doesn't matter at all cause it is not the best delicacies we had so far :P

We went for the so-called best laksa in Air Hitam(marketplace down Kek Lok Si), correct me if i was wrong, ok? In my opinion, I think that the laksa is over-rated. Strictly in my opinion only! No offense, alright? Anyway, the sugarcane drink at the stall there is nice! Double thumbs up!

 Some random finger-foods

Then, I guess we went to the 'Sleeping God'. Forgive me for any wrong saying, ok? Btw, I used the word, 'I guess' cause it was already a week past's trip!

The girls

The guys

Nothing much to do at there, so we went out quite early compared when we were at Kek Lok Si. We found a rojak stall outside the temple, we bought it and we all love it :)

 

 Testing...

I've no idea why I looks so funny in the photo

I can't remembered where we went exactly after that, but I remembered we had they claimed the so-called best Ais Kacang which is located in New World Park. Because I'm not Ais Kacang's lover, thus I didn't got to taste it, but they said it was nice!

We went for the famous Cendol located, er... I have no idea where is the place, but I got the photo, luckily :P

Hope that you can find it based on the photo provided, if u want to taste the Cendol that I or should I said we all claimed is the best!

The next destination after all the food session should be Batu Feringghi. I don't swim much at there cause of phobia. Phobia of jelly fish. Yet, I still get myself into the water, luckily there wasn't any sea creatures that harmed me :P

Sixth former buddies :)

Aww~ So sweet! I'm so envy!

Btw, it was my birthday on the first day we went to Penang, thus my friends celebrated my birthday at Gurney drive. Thanks, my friend although it was a simple one :) I truly enjoy the time we spent together and is looking forward for another outing with you all :)

Thanks for the lovely present too!

That's the end of the 1st day in Penang. Guess I should randomly talk about the next day. We had breakfast at some random kopitiam, had durian near Balik Pulau, went to Queensbay Mall and last but not least, we had freaking cheap awesome seafood! Scroll down for some random photos. I'm sorry there wasn't any seafood photo provided although I did not miss to capture any seafood we had (roughly 8 dishes). Guess, Mr.Edwin miss to upload it into facebook :P

Yeay! :P

Alicia claimed she love to 'kopek' durian. Haha~

I'm loving it!

See, they looked so cool, btw, it was outside the Queensbay Mall and it is around 2pm and it was freaking sunny. I had no idea why we will take photos at there :P

So cool!

 

 We had seafood in Gee Seng :)

Me, after the seafood, so just don't look at my bloated stomach :(

Oh, yea, we went to Ghee Hiang too but unfortunately, all the biscuits were sold out, so we just had photo there.

 

All of the things, I miss Penang rojak and Char Kuey Tiao(at Kimberly street) the most! Looking forward to have it next 2 weeks as I will be back again to Penang for my society's trip

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Guess that's the end of the awesome trip that I had with my friends!

P/s : Will update my belated bday celebration at A-box soon!

♥ Penang Sneak Preview ♥

 I went with them...

 

 and I took this for them ♥

 

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Will be continued... Stay tune!

It was raining for more than an hour, and I was sitting in front of my laptop for more than 5 hours doing nothing. Literally, nothing practical I suppose.

I don't feel good but I can't find someone to talk to. I know it was damn pathetic.

Mind keeps wandering far far away, how I wish someone can talk to me, or even understand me, but sadly there wasn't any. 

Why there will be 'tears' in this world? People said no tear, and you wouldn't know joy. To have joy, you must first have tears. But, why I don't have joy although I tears a lot? 

Alright, I shall stop complaining. I know it doesn't help anyway.

Posting a negative post will get negative comments from other, at least I know in someone's mind, perhaps. Guess people will say," Huh?! WTF! Again? Don't she just have any better post than emo-ing and blah-ing away?!" 

Ok, I got thought of stop blogging or just move to other blogspot where no one will ever get there but why should I compromise to others. Why not you all choose to go to the (red X at the top right corner) or don't even log in to www.kahyee14.blogspot.com instead of complaining what I wrote. 

Listen up, yo! I got my own freedom to write what I want as long as what I wrote is not against others or violating any rules & regulations.. and etc etc...
At this moment, I just wish to be at home, hugging my mum and surrounded by my family :(

P/s : Ignorance is pathetic! Being ignore is painful!

I am

so tired, so exhausted...
and today was only the first day I been to campus after my 2 weeks+ semester break ( cause I don't have class on Monday ^^ )
Time-table is ok, and I'm pretty satisfied with it.
I never thought that Ms.Ching is teaching me MA in this semester, and I never thought that she can still remember my group's assignment in foundation cause that was three years back. Gosh!
In fact, was quite worry she will be teaching me MA cause she was never a friendly lecturer/tutor that I can say but today lecture/tutor class prove I was wrong.
Anyway, just hope every subject goes smoothly and I'm able to understand and nail it! :)
By the way, many people are cursing Maxis cause of their shitty service but I just remain fine as I have been one of the loyal user of Maxis ever since I own my very first phone number.
However, every person's tolerance do have their own limit and in fact, I was quite annoyed by their poor service recently simply because I lost contact with many peoples, I can't call my mum ever since I back to Kampar! I can't call Raymond! Ugh! I wanna call him so badly and I don't know why.
Just felt that it is quite inconvenient if I can't call out. Especially if have any urgency! FMaxisL!
Oh yea, btw, Arts & Craft society is having fund raising tomorrow at block C. We will be selling some hand-made crafts, toast sardine sandwiches and red bean dessert :)
For all the Utarians, do come and support ya!

 P/s : Sick soon? I don't want!