I know I'm suppose to come out with the KK's vacation as it was suppose to be, but let me just blog this so randomly stuff and thought of mine.
I know 2009 ends already but yet I have a few says about it.
I gone through 2009 with
failure, success, happy,
sad, thrill,
lonely,
emo but stills I know it ended anyway. Indeed I have gone through a lots!
From friendship until relationship, everything is a total mess for me but yet I accepted whatever that is happened and I never blame or regret what had happened. All this things make me realize that I must be strong and think positively. Although I don't have many friends, but I believe I don't need that. All I need is those who are real with me, never betray me and really accepted me not because I need one but he/she mean it. I believe I really have such few friends/buddies and I shall not mention any names as only my real friends will know that they are definitely in the list. Thanks for being my friends as always and always be there to support me when I needed most.
Not forget to those who are my
"friend", thanks for making me realize this world is so realistic and because of you all, I will grow stronger and stay undefeatable as I want to prove even without you, I'm still living and this world is still rotating. Thanks for betraying me for making me realize trust can be so fragile. Thanks for making me to accept that this world is full or sarcastic out there and because of "you", I have met the the real one!
I know I might not perfect still, but at least I've keep changing to be better as I always will! This is the promise I had made to myself.
Hatred and grudge will be buried in 2009 and high-spirited feeling will be along 2010. I will never live life with hatred, always be myself, but no one, treasure my friendship and relationship, be it my family, my dear, and my friends.
Though 2009 is not a really a remarkable/fantastic/awesome/great year for me, but I know there is still 2010 there. I will live my life to the fullest as it is already to the end of my study life. Definitely, I will enjoy it to the max!
New semester is about to begin and I really hope I can score good grade in this new semester as previous semester, I don't achieve something I'm aiming for. Totally disappointed but that is a past. I shall look forward and move on.
Speaking about 2010 resolution, I think I shall not restricted myself for achieving something but I will let myself to explore everything that come into my life and live to the fullest.
Bye 2009, and Hello 2010