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Sunday, April 12, 2009

Don't read the CONTENTS!

We talked for 3 hours and that is freaking long but I feel sad. I sad cause it ended up with awkward conversation. I cried and still I'm crying. Tears roll profusely without me even realize the reason of it. Loving someone is just so hard. There are never right or wrong when you are doing something. I tried to be giving in this relationship instead of asking for it. I changed but will you ever take a break and realize it before you start giving me death penalty? You told me to stop questioning whether there is right or wrong in that conversation but I can't cause I'm taking everything in my life seriously including relationship with you that had been built for almost 4 years. All I want are faith and trust. Choosing to hide something from each others is not the way of it. You said I'm fragile but it is just your mere opinion towards me? I'm NOT! I accept all my weakness and critism from you. I don't want between us got any barrier that holding us to be frank with each others. All I want is you to be frank with me. That's it! I've just commented with Anggu that is freaking fugly to blog about relationship thingy and now I'm doing so! WTF! I'm so fugly ugly! I'm so contradicting with myself. No wonder, I'm such a failure!

P/s: To you, sorry just now. I hope that once we wake up tomorrow, all will be GONE! Everything will go to recycle bin. Promise me!

4 comments:

S h e a T e n g said...

Hey babe, I'm very sorry bout last night. My connection went dead. Didn't get your message. I'm so so so so so so so so so so guilty for not being there for you!!!......

Hope everything will be fine now.

LOVE!

==+ReNi3+== said...

Gal..dun be sad..everything will be fine..it is the process to make your life more meaningful. You have to went through this moment. Kambateh! Dun forget there are so many friends around you.. *hugss*

kAhYe3 said...

you gals so naughty... i said dont read it but u gals read it. is just to blast out my feeling... and well, im fine! totally fine!

st : dun b guilty for that. I know you concern bout me and i can feel tat. Well at least u r better than him. He nv have a words of concerning for me. I msged him this morning but it just ended up nth. So, mayb i shouldn't take thgs, i mean everything in my mind. Just let it be how the way it should be. Cheers!

Renie : Thanks for concern. Thanks for the words of support. Indeed englighten me alot. Hey gal, I stil can't access ur blog.

==+ReNi3+== said...

Hehe..it is the proof that we concern bout you..haha.. i already sent the invitition again..go to receive la..