My Valentine's day

Just a short update on previous Valentine's day that is so happen to be the CNY 1st day!
I got mine celebrated too with a simple Sushi King meal with my beloved.
I got a gift too from him but unfortunately I don't have anything to give him.
Feeling so bad cause I couldn't give him what I want to give him at first. Sigh~

Aww~ Isn't this so romantic?

Blue color thingy when it is switch on, with the wordings by him

This has become my profile picture cause I think I somehow looks slightly slimmer there :P

 I requested him to fill in something that I think is missing.

Guess what is that?

 Ta daa~ Done! I ♥ it, thanks Dear!

 Flipping...

and flipping...

This Valentine's day thanks to the CNY, if not I don't think we will be able to celebrate it together after 2 years didn't celebrated it.

Although it is simple, but it is more than enough for me.

I hope we will able to celebrate it as years come by...

Lonely V-day eve!!!

Everything is OVER

I can't tolerate this anymore!
From now onwards, everything is OVER!
Friendship that has been built since roughly 2 yrs back now is OVER all because of you!
I thought to mend things back although I needn't to do so cause literally this things doesn't affect me at all but I cant just stand still and see everything that is happening so uncontrolable without viewing my opinions.
I tried to talk properly with you but you responded like a "mad bull"!
What's the point with that?

Tell me, in your heart, we are just bunch of passerby in your life that gave you a lot of problems and troubles? Or we are the one who are just only kept asking from help and ignoring you when you need us for help too? If you DARE to say yes, you just come in front of me and tell me face to face!

But, I think you will not ever have the guts to do so!

I tell you one thing, you help people only because you want the rewards in return, you are such a bastard! Helping others with your sincere heart does matter.
Please remember that you can choose NOT TO HELP
AND please don't complaint later only after you help!

 

I don't think counting with you here will change anything that is happened especially when wanted to count how much HELP does you owe us? Because from the beginning, we didn't even want to mention everything that is a past tense anymore!

The last thing I can't tolerate is the "FUCKING BITCH" that you gave me in this 2 years ++ friendship!

NOW I REALIZE I SHOULD GIVE UP ON THIS FRIENDSHIP!

EVERYTHING DOESN'T MATTER ANYMORE!

Running away...

Im running away...
Running away from reality, mixed emotion, yet I couldn't find a place to neutralize back my fcuking emo emotion.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
And it seemed that Jason and Shirley will be just as emo as me, perhaps.
Putting hope and faith in "someone" that they trust, and only realize that "he/she" changed.
I don't know how to respond too as I already been haunted by how the way he/she treated me back 2 weeks.
Literally, I'm not emo because of him/her but his/her attitude really make me piss off.
Back to my case, I run away.
I drove as fast as I could with the rain accompanying me, just like how it reflects the tears inside my heart. Soon, without me realize, the tear drops profusely.
I don't know why but I just know that I'm not happy.
I don't know who to talk to.
I don't know who to find.
All I know, I need to be strong to keep on driving so that I can reach where I should go.
There was a car full of malays keep on looking at me and slow down the car and I'm so scared that they will try to stop my car because I was just alone!
I speed and drove to the maximum so I can just far away from them.
I know it is dangerous to be driving alone especially at night but I'm just alone.
Nobody will ever understand my feeling, including you, perhaps.

 I'm just as emo like Bobby

Joker for the day

Symptom : A guy that is so desperate of getting a girl

Impact : Cuckoo and bullshitting alot!

Conclusion : Can any girl out there just can bear with him? Tell me if you are the one!

P/s : Damn piss off by him to the max! Fullstop

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Holla everyone!
Almost to the end of week 1 of the new semester.
Speaking about the new semester, having new environment of studying in new blocks.
Sounds great?
But, definitely a big NO for me!
The reason simply because I got lost on the 1st day to class!
If comparing to other local universities, the new blocks are still far behind, and the fat me is really lazy to walk! Haha~ Perhaps that's the reason why I don't like studying in new blocks!
Hmm, suppose to post up about last year's vacation but still in the process, so maybe another week?
I'm not busy at all but I just don't know why I am so lazy! Lazy to do things, and even online! (But, rajin in drama-ing! FML!)
Mayb could be my H1N1 illness that on off and on! Seriously, getting ill is so terrible, horrible, vegetable and fuckatable!
I also vomitted sometime once after foods, and that's make me fucking hate it!
Maybe of all that, it leads to poor concentration and mood swing of mine this few days and resulted me hiding in the room if I don't have class.
Hope for fully recovery so that I can be on the right track.
By the way, tomorrow I'm driving to KL, so pray for me have a safe journey cause is my 1st time of driving to KL!

P/s : Seriously, KK's post next post!

Bye 09, Hello 10

I know I'm suppose to come out with the KK's vacation as it was suppose to be, but let me just blog this so randomly stuff and thought of mine.

I know 2009 ends already but yet I have a few says about it.
I gone through 2009 with failure, success, happy, sad, thrill, lonely, emo but stills I know it ended anyway. Indeed I have gone through a lots!
From friendship until relationship, everything is a total mess for me but yet I accepted whatever that is happened and I never blame or regret what had happened. All this things make me realize that I must be strong and think positively. Although I don't have many friends, but I believe I don't need that. All I need is those who are real with me, never betray me and really accepted me not because I need one but he/she mean it. I believe I really have such few friends/buddies and I shall not mention any names as only my real friends will know that they are definitely in the list. Thanks for being my friends as always and always be there to support me when I needed most.

Not forget to those who are my "friend", thanks for making me realize this world is so realistic and because of you all, I will grow stronger and stay undefeatable as I want to prove even without you, I'm still living and this world is still rotating. Thanks for betraying me for making me realize trust can be so fragile. Thanks for making me to accept that this world is full or sarcastic out there and because of "you", I have met the the real one!
I know I might not perfect still, but at least I've keep changing to be better as I always will! This is the promise I had made to myself.

Hatred and grudge will be buried in 2009 and high-spirited feeling will be along 2010. I will never live life with hatred, always be myself, but no one, treasure my friendship and relationship, be it my family, my dear, and my friends.

Though 2009 is not a really a remarkable/fantastic/awesome/great year for me, but I know there is still 2010 there. I will live my life to the fullest as it is already to the end of my study life. Definitely, I will enjoy it to the max!

New semester is about to begin and I really hope I can score good grade in this new semester as previous semester, I don't achieve something I'm aiming for. Totally disappointed but that is a past. I shall look forward and move on.

Speaking about 2010 resolution, I think I shall not restricted myself for achieving something but I will let myself to explore everything that come into my life and live to the fullest.

Bye 2009, and Hello 2010

Please

don't abandon my blog. :P
I shall update soon!
Back from KK this Thursday and yet feeling so sick till now!
Cough that is never ending really make me felt tired!
Lots of things to be shared, particularly to the place that I had visited, the foods and some random stuff at KK (to be precise, the different between WM and EM)

Today is the bro's 18th birthday, thus went shopping with him in Ipoh with mummy and his gf. We had great time shopping for CNY clothes. Is awesome! He bought a lots! Seriously, a lot!
The bro is so good and kind enough to treat Bobby a packet of snack and bought him collar too! 
I also managed to grab some apparels which make me definitely satisfied and is worth of being the driver of the day. WTF!

Will do a proper update soon, perhaps!

Last but not least, here is my simple wish for him, "Good luck in everything you do and hope you have a blast and memorable one. Love you a lots, my brader!"

P/s : So effing hungry and boring now! Everyone is so busy to entertain me. FML!

Some outdated stuffs

Today is 28th and I think they are rocking Bali hard now!
And I already stuck at home for TEN days!
Also, updating blog is a difficult task whenever I have my semester break.(though I have 24 hours WI-FI connection at home)
Perhaps, nothing deserves a proper update of this blog of mine. (but still I want to update something)
Since I will be having my vacation to Sabah this 30th Dec, I think I shall not let my blog certified!

Right after exam on 16th, I spent most of my time at Westlake 1318 because I'm too free and I thought I could help Shirley out with her Finance cause she will have her exam the following day. But, I think I did nothing. Haha~ Feels so bad cause can't help her much as memory is deteriorating.

I bet you are wondering why I'm not back right after the exam as every semester I won't fail to do that. Maybe photos below will give more hint to you. ^^

Ta daa~ My makeup artist a.ka. my ever-so-cute rommie!

My rommie is so sweet that she helps me applying eyes shadow as I'm bad at it! We took almost an hour for eyes shadow, and we had so much fun! I will be missing her when the next new semester as she won't be around at Kampar due to her internship. Here, I wish her all the best and hope she have fun interning!

DONE and camwhoring is a must!

Edwin Go said I put a lots of "bedak" and I looks fair. WTF!

4 of us and 2 of them can't be revealed :X

 

 Joelle babe ♥

 

 Ashlee babe ♥

 

♥ this photo

I ♥ them

We had so much fun at Voodoo and that is one of the best night of clubbing for me! Speaking about the place, it is just a seafood court that lacks of leng chai la. Some even 5 years younger than us.WTF! Can you imagine that?

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18th, I reached home and welcomed by Bobby. At first I'm so afraid that he will bite me.

Yet, he didn't and well, I guess I fell in ♥ with him!

I can't accept other's dog but so suprise that I don't even scare of Bobby and we clicked well too!

I so fell in ♥ with Bobby

5+2 ♥ Bobby

He is so mischiveous and hardly can take some nice photo of him and this 2 photos are also after he being grabbed by daddy!

Now, I think he is sick and I'm quite worry of him!

He vomitted what he just ate.

Tell me is this normal?

I pray that he will be fine and stay healthy. This is my very first pet and I don't wish anything bad will happen on him.

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Wanted to post more but don't have mood when I turn and look at him. I really hope that he will be fine! *Praying hard*

Guess I shall start packing my stuffs now!

Will be updating soon if I do have time and of cause Internet connection at Sabah

I can't wait to meet you, my ♥

Triple Suay!

Everything come so fast and when will it only stop?
Why today so suay?
The last suay, (hopefully is the last!), and the sketch below summarize it all.

In the forest, there are many kinds of species and the PIGs whose job is to do all kinds of job which is  to protect the forest and others' species.(Hell yeah, but those are just the surface. Deep inside is full of bribing) And so, there are in their operation today and managed to block the innocent species which I can said that bring no harm at all! Fine! They tried to ask for bribe and of cause the educated species won't give in their way and just let the PIGs to just fine whatever they want! BUT, the PIGs started to raise up the voice and ask for species' grandma and grandpa! WTF! Why on earth this could happenned?
Well, does justice exist? Or the PIGs are the the only one with power, that us can't do anything?