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One-of-the-crap OTY

2011-12-03T11:14:00.001+08:00

It is December now! How's your almost-one-year of 2011?

Recalling back this January up till now, I've been through many ups and downs, but life is getting more challenging as I step into another phase of life. I don't know or predict when is the time for again another phase of life, but thanks God cause I'm still breathing and living in this world.

Well, of cause certain things might change so we just have to go with the flow of how it wants to lead us to.
I believe when you gain, you will lose on the other hand. Morever, the more you gain, don't expect you will forever same because you can read the proverb itself, ~~"No pain, no gain"~~
But, I am more greedy than anyone else out there, "Can I just gain, but without pain. or maybe lesser pain?"
FML!

Blogging have not been consistenly in my mind as I hardly can put in words of my thoughts, I feel that myself is weak in expressing myself. I rather choose to be silent even though there's been harmless miscommunication, or in one term we named it, "lazy" Yea, I'm forever a lazy bitch but tell me, is any out there is "hardworking"?

I went for a movie yesterday midnight with my colleagues, I felt touched by the story plot. I just hate why ppl tend to keep silent in their heart rather than voice it out their preference towards each other? Will it be just so sorry that the two souls are deeply in love but just can't be together? Why? Why? Why? I know it is sweet if the two forever stay in that stage of ambiguity, just the world for both of two, BUT, I just feel so amiss or sorry! It is such a waste! This world is never a happy-ending world, but why since small, we are fed by all those happy ending fairy tale stories? Ain't it just so cruel to shattered a small kid dream?
~~I always said this this and that that, but when it really hit my butt, I failed to do what I've just said this this and that that. FML! I know I'm such a failure!~~

Crap is done! Welcome to my real crappy world, as if I'm healed, I will come up with more proper blog post!

P.A.T.I.E.N.C.E

2011-11-14T14:22:00.001+08:00

Bear in mind, you need to have the above characteristic/skill in your working world!

"Drench yourself in words unspoken.
Live your life with wide arms open.

Today is where your book begins.

The rest is still UNWRITTEN"

-Natasha Bedingfield-

11/11/11

2011-11-11T01:41:00.004+08:00

I spent the beginning of 11/11/11 with a very sweet movie
夏日乐悠悠!

“Once upon a time, there was a fisherman who loved a girl.

But the girl buried her heart at the bottom of the sea.

The fisherman could not get to it no matter how hard he tried.

So he became a chef and named a dessert after that girl’s heart.

So he’ll be reminded of her when he tastes it.”

How you spend your 11/11/11 that won't come for another 1000 years?

那些年, 我們一起追的女孩 ace in HK Box Office!

2011-11-10T09:35:00.003+08:00

The other day, as usual, was radio-ing all the way to work, except that just the channel being turned to OneFM!

Surprisingly, this song '那些年' caught my attention and it come together with a movie (You Are The Apple Of My Eye) that will be released in M'sia cinema starting from TODAY!

And based on Twentieth Century Fox Film HK Facebook Note, "You Are The Apple Of My Eye" has set a whole new record in becoming the best selling movie in a mere 18 days, surpassing Sex and Zen 3D!

This is a comparison of the top 3 Mandarin movies in 2011 in HK's Box Office

Movie	Box Office	No. of Days in Theatres
You Are The Apple Of My Eye (那些年，我們一起追的女孩)	HK$42,235,426	(**until 6 Nov) 公映18天
Sex and Zen 3D (3D玉蒲團之極樂寶鑑)	HK$41,078,280	公映118天
I Love Hong Kong (我愛香港)	HK$26,688,278	公映42天

In addition, You Are The Apple Of My Eye ranks number 4 in Hong Kong's Box Office 2011 and judging from its current stance, the possibility of setting another new record is absolutely imaginable.

Movie	Box Office	No. of Days in Theatres
Transformers: Dark of the Moon (變形金剛3：黑月降臨)	HK$84,703,797	公映85天
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows - Part 2 (哈利波特：死神的聖物 2)	HK$76,785,999	公映77天
Pirates Of The Caribbean: On Stranger Tides (加勒比海盜：魔盜狂潮)	HK$45,506,109	公映57天
You Are The Apple Of My Eye (那些年，我們一起追的女孩)	HK$42,235,426 (**until 6 Nov)	公映18天

So, what do you think?
I'm wondering what will be the rating in Malaysian's market for this film.
I can't wait to watch this movie! Anyone want to date me for this? Teehee~

The song that can make you recalled of your so called first love / puppy love or whatsoever love you can name it.

P/s: Thanks to HTML code!

Wanna

2011-08-12T17:19:00.002+08:00

get my blog updated

get back hometown to meet with dearest mummy and daddy

get new heels and plenty of nice apparels

get plenty of rest

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Until now, I still couldn't come out with a proper post. Oh yea, and since I'm at Penang for some recruitment activity (runway from heavy workload and pressure in Shah Alam's office), thus I'm able to hit some notes into this place of mine. It's been really a long hiatus!

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Every thing that I have been through now is worth! DEFINITELY!

End of NEET life and welcome to the REAL life

2011-06-04T11:07:00.002+08:00

Ok, is my fault again! I'm just so lazy to update the part 2 of Malacca trip just because of many many reasons! As you see, being a NEET is not fun at all, no income=no happiness (shopping, travelling, self-pampering and etc) So, I 'm happy as I have ditched the title far far away for time being.

Remember after my trip, I'm back to TI, if I'm not mistaken, spent a week doing exactly nothing, everyday just sit at home, mushrooming and re-watch the dramas that I ♥ and not even moving my ass to do my resume until the very last minutes, until I'm bored of mushrooming, until I think there is a need to really move on, which is to face the reality, thus I turn on the job-hunting mode which also means I neglect on blogging.

My job hunting is pretty simple which is done not even 2 weeks, and zappp, I've got my first job! Yea, you didn't got wrong, and I'm working next Monday *sounds scary* which mean even before my 1 week HK trips!

I remembered I seriously applied through Jobstreet, browse every day from am to pm on 27th of May, and then I've got the first call asking me when can I travel to KL for the interview, and then I thought of following one of my friend who has just got offer to work in KL and will be travelling to KL on 30th, so I set up the date, hopefully can be accompanied of my friends to the freakout place because the dumbass me is so freak out of KL.

What to do, since KL got so many job opportunities, all big companies or even SME also are in KL, and the best thing is I can be close to buddies and my beloved, so I got no choice but to be brave to step out from a small hometown of mine, to venture, to get my first salary and the first satisfaction ;) *sounded so ba gan, and I know that, pls forgive me* WTF!

Coming back to this all stories, I considered that myself went for 3 and a half companies for interview session, and I tell you how the half got up with ;)

The first interview was the Aaa company which is doing outsourcing for it clients and job matching for people like us, the fresh graduates which is situated in Menara Standard Chartered in Jalan Sultan Ismail. Because of not seriously wanted to do the job, I didn't even prepare anything and just straight knock up the place and hoping to get the experience of interviewing. My first ever formal interview session ni! It ended up 3 freaking hours of that interview which including doing tests and ask-and-talk session. 1st was the consultant, then next the manager, and I vividly remember that manager scare the hell out of me! Seriously, and because of her, my mindset is made up that interview is scary, is just so FREAKING SCARY! Ultimately, all those confident level sinks so down until I'm just so not want to face all those interview, if possible. Yet, in reality, I know I can't unless I've got a job :(

Pity my friends that wait me for freaking 3 hours there and barely can do anything, and at the same time, I'm very glad that they are just so awesome, they don't even mind for that, but still I feel so sorry to let them wait for me for so long. Oh ya, it haven't ended, they called me up for the final interview to meet with the country manager, and seriously, I like her a lot, she is only 33! and now, she is the country manager of that company, and she does inspires me and teaches me a lot! But, too bad, even if I'm so fortunate so be shortlisted and employed, I just need to reject because that is not my first job ;)

The second one is really bullshit, the title sounds nice *management trainee* but in the end, what they want is only people doing sales. Sounds scamming huh?! I understand management trainee is kind of job rotation to learn everything including sales, but the job is mainly focus on sales. Words can be beautiful, and he said I can change to the position that I'm interested if I think I'm not suitable to do sales, but who can guarantee I will not forever stuck in the sales area. Seriously, I do not want to take the risk, and the pay is not attractive, though it will be when there are commission of the sales. Furthermore, the basic given also not enough for me to cover my expenses, so, how to work? Everything has it own pros and cons, and actually, in my pure and mere opinion based on my first impression, it will be a nice working environment if you are salesperson oriented cause the fun part is this job will requires you to travel often nationwide in Malaysia, it sounds interesting as can meet with a lots of people. Furthermore, the manager is so so so so naissss! A young manager in the age of thirties, and I don't even feel the pressure of being interviewed by him. Perhaps, he got less questions ;) and most importantly, he looks more like a friend than a boss. *OMFG! and I haven't reply yet to reject the job*

The third interview that I have went for is the job that I will be start working next Monday! The job which is my primary choice, which is in HR field. Of so many job interview I went, I do told them I wanted to involve in HR field, but somehow rather they like wanted to change my mind to sales. Ugh! Why HR? I have no reason, and to be frankly, I just know the surface of the job scope but I not even have single clue how it varies with what I have thought of. Perhaps, I realized that my degree doesn't take me far, or at least specialist in something, thus I left with no choice but to choose something that I think the most basic, HR. In my opinion, HR is one of the job that can let me understand everything from A-Z about a company, about how company runs, manages it company, which provides me clearer picture. And once again, everything is merely my opinion and since I'm fresh graduates, I really don't know much more about the society and because of my limitation of general knowledge of most of the thing that happen in the country, it makes me even less competitive. How sad :( But, it never too late to start learning from now, right? Many have asking about how my salary, and the pathetic me of cause not getting much more than any of my friends that are already working in quite reputable companies, like Shell, IBM, Accenture and the banks, which simply earn them above 2.5k a month. But, it's ok cause it is just temporary and I do believe that! And if you wanna know why, simply come and ask me personally ;)

I shall refrain from making any comment of how the company looks like as I have no idea, but I hope that everything is smooth under my control and within my control as how it used to be. Why say so? I went interview on 2nd of June at 3pm and they call and offer me to work the next day before 12pm. The fastest response I have got compared to the 2nd interview which they are hiring, just waiting me to say a 'yes' or 'no'

I told them my availability date will be after HK trip, with approximately after 17th June, but yet they still said is ok, I shall start working next Monday and I can apply unpaid leaves from 10th until 17th, that sounds cool, but at the same time so not appropriate as working for 4 days, and then holidays for 6-7 days. I hope I can adapt to this company and I can perform well so after 3 months, I can get higher adjustment for my salary *fingers crossed*

The fourth is Bbb company in Wisma Genting, which I considered the half interview that I went for. Why? Part of me after receive offer for working in my current company, I also not in the mode of attending that interview and thought of call it off, but the damn line, I can't get through to the person-in-charge and I don't want blacklisted for not showing up in interview, so I went, and just hoping for a short interview, to please them. FML! The moment the person-in-charge interviewed me, she asked me one question and said I must answer honestly, did that job I'm looking for is what I want when she saw I wrote my expected salary of 2.5k, cause that job only pay basic of 1.3k and it varies a lot! I told her, I'm not as I'm looking for HR job and that job is so varies with HR job as well although the company is so reputable, that's why I'm clicking to that job hoping perhaps the job offered at least the pay that I am expected, but reality isn't as good as I imagine. FML! So, she wrote what I want and told me she will pass it to the HR and will alert me once they think got a job that could suits my preference one day ;) I thanks her and walked away, and thanks god, the nightmare of interviewing end for temporary until I wish to switch job ;)

What a long post I had did, and I'm not even realized that. Heh! Yea, I shall stop now as I'm going out to buy stuffs I need for next Monday! Pls wish me luck for my first job yeah~ ;)

Real Random

2011-05-22T13:20:00.000+08:00

The best relationship is when you two can act like lovers and best friends.
It's when you have more playful moments than serious moments.
It's when you can joke around, have unexpected hugs and random kisses.
It's when you two give other that specific stare and just smile.
It's when you rather chill inside to watch movies, eat junk food and cuddle than go out all the time.
It's when you stay out all night just to settle your arguments and problems.
It's when you can completely act yourself and they can still love you for who you are.

NEETs in Malacca [Part1]

2011-05-12T09:47:00.000+08:00

The NEET 1st destination of holiday-ing is in the historical town which is Malacca!

Being a NEET for almost 5 days, finally, my first vacation is in Malacca with the Badminton Superstars' gang (several of them). Yeah, the gang that I've mentioned in my previous post.

We departed at 6am from Kampar's mcD and before reached, we stop at Seremban for breakfast.Visited Seremban's famous Siew Pow and they bought some to have a try on it.

We reached Malacca after few hours drive and we did get lost few times before we reached our destination. Thanks to the GPS system that we had relied all the time, it definitely helps a lots! I think I need to get one too if I would be driving in KL. I remembered on the first day we reached, we wasted a lots of time just to find our lodging place, we searched up and down, and I think it took us almost 2-3 hours just to find our lodging place. End up, we gave up and proceeded to our 'jalan-jalan cari makan'. This is because instead of insisted to find the best suited lodging place for 8 of us, we might end up doing nothing on the first day!

Had Malacca famous chicken rice ball for our lunch, but I'm not sure whether I went to the authentic one or just another random imitator of the chicken rice ball. It was my first try on the chicken rice ball, and I found it was not bad, or perhaps I was too hungry?

After our lunch, we walk around ...

We walk, and walk, eat, and eat...

Later at night, we had satay celup in Jln Ong Kim Wee... and not forgetting the thrilling Day 2 in A Famosa as well as our last day in Malacca...

Er, guess I should resume my post later on in next post.
This is because the NEET will continue her journey to KL tomorrow to meet with her beloved ♥, and she seriously need a good sleep tonight!
Good night peeps, and good luck for Mika in her last battle later at 9am.

For every of YOU ♥

2011-05-06T10:43:00.003+08:00

Looking out from the window from my room, recalling the first time I moved in to here, and there was 4 years back!
How time flies! It's just like a bullet train! 4 years memories in Kampar, I'll never forget.
The first year in Kampar, I remembered how I wanted to get graduated and finish my degree but until now, I just realize I started to wish time could turn back.
Pardon me, I really wants to get graduated on time in this year without any obstacles, but what I'm longing is my precious time in Kampar with my come-and-along friends.

No doubt, in this 4 years, indeed friends come-and-go in my life; coming to my life, being a good friend that I could never ask much for and then leaving me, just like that.
I felt sad of course, but I know, this is a real world.
Friend will never stay long, and friendship does got it expiry date.
The first lesson for me in Kampar is about friendship. I see how this friendship could simply rotate in just less than a day, and life is not a bed of roses in Kampar as always.
Besides coping with social life, study is the second pressure to me!

I'm not an excellent student forever in my studies, but I just know I never want to disappointed myself, my goal, my family and towards all the friends that cares about me.
So, in this 4 years, I never really play a fool in my studies, takes thing for granted and indeed works out more as each semester approaches.
Every semester that I've gone through throughout my study in UTAR, I was getting pressure particularly with arithmetic!

I thought taking Business Administration, I will face lesser of arithmetic, but still every semester, there was at least a subject involving arithmetic.
That's was my biggest weakest and enemy in my studies!
I still remembered, during Y1S2, I need to cope with 2 accounts, 2 quantitative subjects and 3 theories papers.
If I couldn't get survived during that semester, I think life would change by now!
That particular semester was really painful, teary nights, sleepless nights, and I really wish to thanks to her! She is the one never stop encouraging and by my side.
Even, past few months, I had problem in my relationship, she still stands by me, protecting me and taking good care of me! How could I ever express my indefinite thanks to you for coming into my life. How could I ever thanks to Him for creating a bridge between us, and get us connected! You are really a best friend that I'll never regret knowing and I really wish this friendship will last long. Please promise me to do that, Ms. Shirley Kwong Chee Ai!

Life still gets on although might not be a bed of roses during this entire 4 years. What I've learned, I will always remember and treasure it! Life ahead just about begin to start, though I might not know how results will ought to be, but I really pray everyday that I'm able to graduated on time, this year. Uncertainty arises, will even make me to outperform and do my very own best! Fingers crossed, that everything will goes smoothly as how it supposed to be.

Though life is tough in UTAR, but I really glad that I've known variety of friends in my life. Some will study with you, some will play with you, some will pillow-talk with you, and of course there are indeed numerous of categories of friends just suited for you, regardless of any mood you had. For me, if I wish to have a sweet escape, definitely there are friends that can bring laughter and make me forget the reality for a while, and thanks to them, there's how I can work out from my pressure. As I'm not good expressing in words, I just want to let you all know that, regardless of any friends that I've known, I'll treasure and always keep in my memory, not wish to show any priority to any bunch of friends and neglected any side as well ;)
I ♥ all my friends!

Badminton Superstars' gang, which added me in their group in Facebook. At first, I thought, what the heck is that, and felt awkward to be invited to a group which I barely even know each and every person in that group. Seeing them updating and spam the wall before I knowing them, I felt wanna say something inside that group, but due to my personality which will freeze from doing anything with peoples I'm not familiar with, I hesitated and just be one of the stalker in that particular group. Knowing them is through badminton, and the first time playing with them is in Rakan Muda's court. From that moment, we played frequently and obsessively due I need training for the inter-faculty badminton tournament in UTAR. At one time, we even played until 2am in the morning and straight for mamak until 4am something, and I still remembered I will have class on 8am on that day. Though it's tiring, but I have fun with every each of them. Though the period of knowing them is barely 2 months which is not considered long, but all of them are simply awesome ♥

Throughout my studies, I also feel grateful that there is always someone that could offer help in my studies when I encountered difficulties. The last group of friend which I've only known for a day which is the last day of Week 14 although they have been my lecture mates for 3 years! They are simply awesome, and never reluctant or hesitate to offer me help in business taxation and allowed me to join their group study. Although you all might not come across to my blog to see this, but here I sincerely wish all of you all the best in future undertakings!

To put all words for the freaking 4 years' life in Kampar is really not enough and I might need to come out with a book, perhaps, but each of every bits will forever restored in my eternal memory and never ever get deleted. This thing I can assured! Looking forwards for the new chapter in my life...

Thanks for everything, thanks for the memories each and every of you that have given to me, thanks for the ups and downs; THANK YOU is the 8 simple letter words which I could offer to each and every of you sincerely! All the best to all my friends in whatever you guys are doing, and must always remember me!!!

P/s : God, thanks for all the memories you have given to me! Please continuing to bless me to graduate on time!

B for Birthday, and it's 24th!

2011-04-17T10:45:00.001+08:00

Once again, is your birthday again!
The last birthday celebrated with you was like 3 years back before you went to further your studies at UMS.
I'm so glad that this year I could make it and celebrated with you, accompanying you throughout your birthday :)
I still remembered the first time I did a fresh cream blueberry cake for you was for your 19th, and now you are already 24th!
How time flies!
I do hope you will love the cheese cake that I made, and I hope every year I could make a different type of birthday cake for you :)

I do hope you will like the pressie that I gave you, the surprises that I do for you and everything that I did for you.

Hope that all your wishes will come true and promise me to stay happy everyday :)
Don't wish to see you always worrying over things.
Remember, you are not alone, you still have me, your family as well as my family :P

Happy 24th Birthday my dear, with loads of loves and hugs from me :*

谢谢你们一直在我的身边 ♥

2011-04-14T00:00:00.001+08:00

我的世界有了你们变得五彩缤纷.
谢谢你们的陪伴.
感谢你们为了我做的一切.
有你们的陪伴让我觉得我不是在一个人的.
我总觉得上天让我认识到你们实在是太迟了
或许一切已经注定
人海茫茫之中都可以让我们认识彼此, 我已经很感谢, 也不敢多多要求
我会记得我们一起写许多的愿望 , 为对方许无数的愿望, 而这一切都会永远记得在我的脑海里.

你们都变成我的能量水晶, 无时无刻都在支持着我, 让我感觉非常的感动.
给我惊喜, 默默的去羽毛球比赛和我打气.
非常的謝謝你們 ♥

To be continued.......

可不可以

2011-02-22T21:51:00.000+08:00

可不可以，在我说我爱你的时候，
你不需要回答，就给我一个拥抱。

可不可以，在我还没离去的时候，
你拉着我的手，就给我一个深吻。

可不可以，在我伤心难过的时候，
你抚摸我的脸，说你看了会伤心。

可不可以，在我开心大笑的时候，
你捏着我的脸，说我是最可爱的。

可不可以，在我最需要你的时候，
你在门外敲门，第一刻跑来见我。

可不可以，在我很想念你的时候，
你马上打电话，告诉我你也一样。

可不可以，在我非常生气的时候，
你马上装无辜，说你下次不敢了。

可不可以，在我想放弃你的时候，
你在后边说着，请你不要离开我。

如果这些都可以，那我会、
深深地爱上你，
我会永远属于你。

Happy Valentine 2011

2011-02-14T01:36:00.001+08:00

2011 of Valentine, though you are apart from me, but still I want to say I LOVE YOU,

Raymond Chow Chee Seng!

Though we are unable to celebrate it together, but for me, everyday is Valentine as long as we are together happily :)

Current Me :)

2011-01-27T03:10:00.001+08:00

So, this is the current me, with Michele Mika camwhoring at library in Week 2 of this semester!
And I blonded my hair! Yes! This is true, because the color which is chosen by my dearest sister is "very Light-Golden Blonde"
Luckily the outcome is still acceptable, if not I guess I will be the laughing stock until I get back to the original color. Heh! :)
So, do you like it or you prefer my hair in black?

Tawau - Part 2

2011-01-08T08:46:00.001+08:00

Basically, this post is about some local delicacies in Tawau that I thinks it awesome ♥
As promise, this is the Indo Cafe that we went on a random day to have our tea-time, about the specific location, I don't have any idea, but I tell you, they served the best ever uniquely 'pisang goreng'. The uniqueness of the 'pisang' is when they served added with gula melaka and shredded cheese.
OMG! It's heavenly yummylicious I can assured you =)
I personally ♥ 'pisang goreng' topped with gula melaka + cheese =P

-Outside and Inside view-

-Pisang Goreng with the topping of gula melaka + cheese-

Closer view of my ♥

Besides, they also served several types of 'pisang goreng' but we ordered those highly recommended and hearts by the peoples there. Another type is 'pisang penyet'. Normally, they will crush the banana and then flatten it and fried it to achieve the crunchiest state and it can dipped with sambal. Those sambal is more or less the same like those we can find in 'nasi lemak'. It wil not be my favorite cause it is not sweet. Personally, I feel that eating banana must be sweetened or sweet, if not it will be weird. But, not harm giving a try :P

-'Pisang Penyet'-

Dessert, this is the freaking awesome yummylicious mango sago ♥♥♥ that I ever tried.

Words can't describe the awesomeness of it. The plus point is, I'm a mango lover, and this definitely is in my top list of dessert that I ever had =)

I don't even think I can find this in West M'sia. *Disappointed*

Hmmm, what I can do is to have second attempt before flying back to West M'sia to compensate my craving for it.

-Mango Sago ♥♥♥-

Coming to Sabah never have seafood is kinda waste, and we are so fortunate that ShiaoPing's aunt, who is staying in Tawau gave us a treat at Kam Ling Seafood Restaurant. According to my Cheryl, this seafood restaurant is the most grand in term of it expensiveness. The foods served was fresh and there are a lots of variety of seafoods we can find in that restaurant, and some even have funny name.

-It this kind of grouper common or exist?-

-ASP's aunty and uncle-

♥

-Group picture of us-

Till here... and I gotta fully enjoy my last day in Tawau with those kind of awesome delicacies!!!

Tawau - Part 1

2011-01-06T22:44:00.002+08:00

Tawau vacation as per-scheduled has already reached, and yes we are going to ~~rock~~ Tawau, and too bad someone ffk-ed us which resulted only 3 of us heading to Tawau with our host, Cheryl and several of her Tawaurian :) Our flight was on 3th of Jan and basically, we wasted the 3th with TI-LCCT-TAWAU which took us roughly about 12 hours ++

And as now, is Day 3 me and my friends had been staying in Tawau, in Sing Onn, which is Cheryl's house, that is pretty relaxing and comfortable, and close to mother nature. I likey ♥

Recapping events or activities throughout our vacation until today is not an easy task, because I have a smaller space of memory installed in my mind but luckily, photos that been captured enlightened me a lots!

Tuesday - 4/11/2011
4th in the morning, had Cheryl's favorite Soto at Kopi Yuan Yuan, Megah Jaya. According to her, that place we went for our soto is her favorite that she thinks is the best, and she bought several of West Msia's friends before us, and they all claimed it was best and like it very much! However, 3 of us find it was so-so. Heh, she must be disappointed!

-Front of the shop-

I don't eat beef thus I ordered Seafood Soto. Seafood soto comes with variety of fresh hand-made seafood, such as prawn balls, fish balls and fish slices. Soto give me the impression of a Malay's delicacies because when I was in primary school, my school canteen do selling soto, and mostly Malays heart them a lot, I guess. However, it was indeed a nice try :)

-Beef Soto-

-ABC (Ass Burning Chili)-

Indeed spicy hot and interesting for chilli's lover ♥

4th in the night, we had steambot buffet at Daily Q. Food was great and most important, it was big, fresh and yummy. I had most of the crab and shell-ish seafood and their own home-made fish ball. It was QQ, and I likey ♥

Jason Vs KahYee

-Eat all you can-

To be continued...

*Indo Cafe's banana and mango sago ♥ and both are my FAVORITE

* Sang Yuk mee (er, should I repeat?)

* and etc....

Tomorrow's highlight : Borneo Semporna Proboscis River Cruise. Hope it will be interesting :)

Shopping ♥ Shogun ♥ Movie

2010-12-17T16:40:00.002+08:00

tThe next day, which is 15/12/10 before he starts off his new career in Accenture, Ray brought me to Sunway for glutton-ing, shopping and movie purposes. Indeed a caring bf he was because he knew that the following day he will not able to bring me go around, thus we spent our day fruitfully on that day =)

We reached Sunway around 11am, and since we wanted to go for Shogun which their buffet will only be operated at 12pm, we went for shopping and he got his hair-cut. I managed to get myself some new apparels, which are two pieces of lovely floral vintage-ish dress.

♥ the dresses and of course him a lot, cause he bought that to me =)

Photos are not shown as Imma lazy to capture and I don't have a nice camera to shoot, and which results the photos below are so in low quality. My w705 seriously is not getting any better in capturing photos but still there are handy when I don't have camera. Er, if you notice the post we in Genting-KL, the photos all are taken by my sis's digital Sony TX-5.

Can I have a camera for my christmas wishlist? * Santa Claus, can you hear me?!* Lol!

Ok, enough for crapping, I shall continue. Before we went for Shogun, we went to Krispy Kreme to have donuts to fill up our growling stomach. Original glazed is always my favorite though it is simple with just sugar coating it. Other than that, it never get into my nerves as Krispy Kreme, is rarely available in the place I am living now. If you asked about Big Apple, I got at least top 5 favorites :P

Notice the hair-cut that he got for himself? He's been complaining and until now, he is still complaining, which you can see it in his quite latest status in FB.

We at Shogun before start to glutton =)

The varieties food we had, and of course, there are lots more, perhaps due to my priority is just on the food, this is consider better already compared to TAO *giggles*

After glutton-ing, shopping and so on, is time for us to go for movie. I been always wanted to watch the new movies that will be screening soon which is on 16th Dec 2010 featuring my favorite, 'Xiao Xiao Bin', but that day is only 15th! Hmmpph, and I hope TI will be screening it, or else I think I will get my butt up to Ipoh for that =) We went for The Chronicles of Narnia: The Voyage of Dawn Trader. It was still a nice movie though I don't get to watch the first and second of Narnia movies.

We went home right after movie because he needed to prepare for his stuffs for his job the next day.

The day is fun with his companion, though sometimes, he likes to mess with me, makes lame jokes and makes me angry. Well, sometimes he is just so adorable when you seeing him acting like a child. I ♥ you a lot, Ray Chow! Do you ♥ me too? Lol!

Everything is just so wonderful when I'm with you ♥

Is HOLIDAY again

2010-12-17T00:47:00.004+08:00

Exam for Year3 Sem2 is officially ended 13th of December 2010, which means I will have a month plus of holiday before marching into the real final semester of my degree in Utar Kampar. Anticipating to get graduated because friends around me are either graduated or already working for at least 2 years. Hmmmph..

Ok, Ray come and find me and together we back to TI before headed to KL as we planned before I finish my exam. Thanks god that the time pretty matched up cause he just resigned IBM and was very free until today, he started his new career in Accenture. And me coincidentally, finish my exam just on the right time.

After a day in TI, dinner with his family and going back to my home to meet my beloved family, we went to KL on 14th. We reached around 3pm plus in the evening and went for our lunch. He brought me to Subang USJ19, and we had steambot at 100°C Steamboat, Teppanyaki & BBQ Restaurant.

100ºC is a unique restaurant which offers diners more than 10 different types of steamboat soup to choose and more than 20 different varieties of sauces to dip. All this make it special especially when we have our own individual pot of steamboat, thus making it more convenient and hygienic. All their steamboat ingredients are freshly prepared daily making it irresistible just by looking it. I personally love their own hand-made fishball. Feeling so QQ :) Is a must-try!

Sharkfin soup base and fish head soup base

100ºC at USJ19

That night itself, we went to Snowflake with another gf of mine, ShinYing. I was buzzing at his ear a lot until he have to bring me to go though he complaint a lot. He complaint that is very traffic jam, but hell yeah, I don't care cause I don't always get my butt up to KL, and the reason why I always wanted to go to Snowflake is because I heard a lot about this place that selling yummylicious Taiwanese dessert.

Seriously, I in ♥ with snowflake bestseller. Just now I went for the second attempt, thought to tried the other such as taroball series cause I love taro balls. So chewy~ But to my disappointment, it was not as good as when I had it with the bestseller's version.

This beeping UFO is given to us and when it "light" at the above photo, means your dessert are served and ready to be taken =)

The above is the 'snowflake bestseller' which combination of "grass jelly series" + "taro ball series".

The bottom one is grass jelly series which the combination of set 4(Red Bean+Taro+Pearl)

That's the end of my first day at KL. Wanted to update for the next day, but I guess I can't because I need to wake up at 5am later, so, is best to sleep now :)

Tomorrow will be shopping day again, but sadly, alone. FML betul :(

Yes, I am always lucky and blessed when I have YOU beside me ♥

Call me the Ms. Emo

2010-12-03T20:26:00.000+08:00

I wish to update, but yet I don't have mood and time to do so.
Final is next Saturday, but I didn't even have the spirit to start revision.
Pathethic betul!
Feeling emo recently for don't know why, and I hate this kind of feeling.
Could be due to exam stress or my own personal matters.
Anything, I just hope everything could go right, and I don't think so much that make me become more and more emo. Hmmm, and hope I really could do that.
There is something that you wouldn't know, and I hope you are the one who will be the one who understand my feeling

We in Genting-KL ♥

2010-11-22T01:03:00.001+08:00

Hey there,
I know it's been some time since the last update!
Ok! I got reason for this! I'm having a very very SHORT semester in this semester! I traveled a lots back then very weekend with my dear! I been as while busy coping with fyp/assignments/studies!
Er, I lied..... cause the ultimate reason behind of not updating is because, "IMMA LAZY" :X

Let me rewind some sort of things I have done previously. Just a random one, ok? Cause I found out myself don't remembered well things that are past.

#1 I have been to Penang during Deepavali with my dear. So good of him to plan a short vacation with me during Deepavali, when both of us are free since it is public holiday. He wanted to bring me to TAO, as he always complimented how good the food was. I probed then, and asked, "Why not in KL? TAO has another outlet in Sunway Giza" He told me that he want to run away from the 'stress city' once in a while. Poor him, has to face the stress of working in KL. Hope it would be better for him when he move to Accenture. Alright, let's get back. We went to have the best Cendol and Penang fried Kuey Teow. Satisfaction achieved! I personally felt if you have been to Penang, and yet didn't get to taste the delicacies that I have mentioned, don't even said you have been to there :P Later on, we went to War Museum, the Aquarium and had a stroll in Autocity before we went for TAO, which is the ultimate reason for this short vacation :)
The food there no doubt was sumptuous, but the best is doubled up when you having your companion by your side for everything :)
By the way, thanks to Pun Chong and his gf for the hosting and the ride during our entire day in Penang :)
P/s : Photos of Penang is in FB, go and have a look if you are my friend in FB XD

#2 Last week, Haji's holiday, which is another public holiday, I went to Genting-KL with my dear and we went there on Tuesday late evening. November month is full of holiday in between 2 weeks, and this enables us to take a break from our daily routine to go for a short vacation. It has been a year plus since we last went there. Things doesn't change much there. We been to casino, because I dragged him in, since at 12 am, everything is closed and we have got nothing much to do after the dinner at GICC.

Some sort of stationery association dinner held at GICC

The funny him tried on the pampers and see whether it absorbed water or not. How silly he was. Lol! I have no idea too why pamper is included inside the pack of gifts because it is supposed to be all stationery inside.

This is taken early morning before we went out for our buffet breakfast :)

and this? Lol! He insisted to back for toilet break after breakfast. I must admit that his digestive system is way too efficient :P

The earring from him ♥ and I have another 2 pairs ♥

Please ignore my chubby face! :(

#3 So, on that day itself, we went back to KL, which is on Wed afternoon due to transportation problem we were facing. This is because we suppose to meet up our friends but we had to back before they even arrived. Since we can't do anything, why not we back to KL and we still can chill out at KL ♥ Reached KL around 2pm if I'm not mistaken. Back to home to drop our luggage and waited to go out for our lunch, and we went to Station One at Taipan USJ, 10. The food served was yummylicious ♥

I must admit that Imma way too health conscious recently and sky juice is the only beverage I ordered every time I went out for meal. Does this sounds aging? Oppss :X

His meal ♥

Mine ♥

Mixed-grill ♥

Seafood spaghetti ♥

After meal, we went for pool session. It was not fun at all because I kept losing to him.

Hmmmm, is guy is more talented in every sports compared to girl? Duh, I must nail him one day, er, if possible. Lol!

We then went to Summit for movie, watched Megamind, which is some sort of cartoon-ish movie. He might be mature from outside but childish from inside, that is why Megamind? Lol! But, I still ♥ him a lots! I enjoyed the movie but he told me he almost fall asleep because he was too tired. Poor him.

We ended our night again at Station One near Sunway because we promised to meet up with friends that we were not able to meet up at Genting. Chilled for a moment and I was just too tired to really have a nice talk with everyone there. I guess it will be ok cause I will meet them soon coming Saturday for our lil princess Hayley 1 year old birthday bash party. Can't wait for that because everyone can gather and meet up because this opportunity is rare after everyone has their own life after graduate from high school ♥

I must admit that I took a lot of time to just finish up this post! Hmmmm, my ability of blogging is getting weaker due to Imma clueless for words. FML! *yawns* Time to hit to bed, and I will update more if possible :)

Top 10 reasons go for MBA

2010-10-26T21:46:00.002+08:00

You may be a fresh graduate from college or one with some working experience. Perhaps you want to do something more with your life, something with a higher purpose. Well have you ever thought about pursuing an MBA?

As the pace of change accelerates, we can take comfort in knowing that the Masters in Business Administration (MBA) degree is still a ‘constant' worth embracing. Indeed for many, an MBA continues to be the cornerstone for the success they're looking for.

There're many reasons why an MBA might be perfect for you. Here are the top 10 reasons why you should take the plunge:

Earn a widely-recognized top credential
An MBA is a degree, granted after one to two years of graduate-level university study that provides training in both the theory and practice of business management. It certifies that you have a general competency in all the major functional management roles in the modern corporation. In fact, an MBA is recognized throughout the world as a *high-level* credential and may be your passport to a promising career.
Flexible study arrangements:- Full time, part time and online program are available.
MBA programs can be taken at your chosen pace but must be completed within a maximum of five years. Some MBA programs are designed to minimize disruption to normal work demands and home life, so even if you are still studying or working, you could choose to attend classed in the evenings and the occasional weekends.
An increase in earnings potential.
From an income point of view, statistics show that on average, a person with an MBA will start off at about 12% more than someone with a basic degree. Ten percent more each month for one year is 120% and in a 10 year span, that amounts to a very large sum. Your MBA is an investment in yourself and as with any other investment, you have to decide if the potential return is worth the time and money spent.
Greater opportunities to work in a country or geographical region of your choice.
One word: mobility. Everyone hits the wall at some point and longs for an opportunity with more responsibility and different duties. MBA programs give you the competitive edge you need to separate yourself from the competition. An MBA degree can also be used to improve social, environmental and economic standards in private and non-profit businesses throughout the world.
Grow your networking resources.
An MBA acts like a magnet attracting talented people from every corner of society. These professional relationships will serve you well throughout your career, providing essential mentoring and contacts. Such networking is not limited to fellow students but includes internship opportunities, drawing upon a highly qualified faculty. These qualities make the fabric of the MBA experience a good and comfortable fit for almost anyone.
Polish your communication skills.
Communication skills are just as if not more important than the other business analysis skills as it is the key to business success. A survey conducted by the Association to Advance Collegiate Schools of Business rated listening skills and the ability to manage change in the workplace as the most crucial skills to succeed in today's business.
Advancement in Career.
MBA also at times serves as an entry ticket to many organizations, whose doors are open most exclusively for MBA graduates. A Master of Business Administration prepares you for a managerial role in your current field, whether or not you're already in the business world. Medical professionals, publishing professionals, real estate agents and tech support specialists are among the many that benefits from an MBA degree and attain a more rewarding position in their existing career.
A chance to learn standard tools for organizing business activity and managing business processes.
MBA is a managerial qualification that is all about learning leadership. MBA provides the tools, techniques and resources needed to run a business, namely risk management plans, performances plans, and project management as well as marketing plans. Managing a business is a strategic asset. Just like job promotions, you get recognized for the work you've already done and not based on the work you are going to do. Start taking up more responsibilities in handling business activities both in good and hard times as you will never know when you will be facing a crisis in future.
Be your Own Boss with an MBA.
If you have an entrepreneurial spirit, an MBA course can help you reach your goals. The leadership skills and management training gained can be turned into something profitable which includes bringing a new business to life. If you have the creativity, people skills and drive to start a business, a good graduate program will train you in critical areas like business planning, venture financing and small business management.
Gain an in-depth understanding of the business world.
The world of business is ever changing and complex. It is composed of many fields and principles that all interact with each other at the same time. An MBA program is a well-rounded degree that covers a variety of business areas for an in-depth picture of the business world.

Did any of these 10 reasons appeal to your situation? Well whatever your reason for getting an MBA may be, the bottom line is that an MBA will teach you a lot about business in response to the challenges of today's fast paced and increasingly complex global business environment. As much as it is a hefty investment on your part, it could open doors of opportunities that were closed to you before. Good luck!

10-10-10

2010-10-10T12:28:00.003+08:00

Today is 10-10-10, so why not update a post since I've got nothing to do.
Ugh, is a memorable day to do something but yet, I done nothing. :(
Let's see, today is the Nike 10km run! And I miss it thanks to Miss Wong Shin Ying, who failed to register for us.
Do you remember you said if Shiao Ping and I ffk you, we will treat you, so you failed to register = ffk, thus you need to treat us back. I don't care *evil laugh*
Back to 10-10-10, since I failed to join Nike 10km run, let me update about the Nike volunteer job I went through on 4th and 5th Oct, which is on last week too!

Inside the booth

View from inside of our booth, where the people suppose to queue up to get their race entry pack collections

View from top, including Nike showcase

View from top, particularly the booth we work at

5plus2

Angulicious Ang :)

Before we started to ~~play~~

Group photo with all the volunteers :)

It's fun working with you guys ❤

Back to the volunteer job, I tell you, it was fun, everyone is nice and friendly, not forgetting a troop of guys were way too hilarious, never failed to crack jokes in between dull time where there were less people came and collected their race entry pack collections.

P/s : I miss you :(

2010-10-07T01:43:00.000+08:00

Tears drop again after so long...
I wish to cry out loud for no reason.
I know I'm not happy, but what else can I do just to regain back the smile that is hidden for so long?
Mr. Confident, please stay with me, like forever...
Miss. Smile, please stick with me all the time...
Mr. Optimistic, I know I need you so badly...

mcD Run 2010

2010-09-26T14:34:00.001+08:00

I can't even believe that me, Ng Kah Yee @ 5plus2 @ nKy successfully completed 7km mcD run just now located at Dataran Merdeka Kuala Lumpur! Woots~ I feel so proud of myself that I'm able to nail it. Fyi, I know is not a big fuss about that, but if you ever know me, you will know why I'm so hype about that (",)

-Before depart to LRT-

-Finding "treasure"-

Together with cousin Ade and her bf and my coursemate, SukLin, we departed around 7am in the morning to the Wangsa's LRT, and by that time, we saw quite a number of contestants with the numbering on their mcD's tee. By that time, we haven't got ours as it is kept by someone that registered for us, I assumed. Getting excited to see more people coming to hook into the LRT with mcD's tee :)

-Not forgetting, camwhoring is a must! -

-The hype me-

-SukLin-

-Lovey dovey couple- :)

-Those that are going to run too-

Once we reached, we saw they were hundreds of people started to run from the starting line. This means that we were late to join at the starting line, but is alright and we just follow the groups and started our run!

We ran, we jogged, we walked and finally after more or less than an hour, we reached the final line. Can't imagine what should I do if SukLin didn't accompany me to run. First, cousin Ade ran damn fast and ditched us far far away :P Second, my leg's muscle started to feel ache and I started to vomit :( Third, the authorities incharged for the whole event and logistics are damn poor. Waters are only given after left approximately 2km. Fourth, St. John ambulance are just so shit! They don't have those Counterpain or whatever medi that can help me to relieves my muscular aches.

Anyway, I'm proud to say that I did it! Wulala~

Yes! :)

Night without Light

2010-09-24T05:56:00.001+08:00

The night, before exam week but yet close to the study week, there is a sudden blackout in the place where I stay which left me no choice but to spend my time at the lake side with several friends of mine, beering while enjoying the cool breeze.

Kampar no doubt is a dead town for most of the people, but for me I simply adore that for the simpleness of it.

Enjoy the night where after dinner, we went for the K-session just because the adrenaline rush for it, and once we decided to go back after everything, we been told that there is no electricity, thus we decided to buy beers and chilled near the lakeside. FYI, I'm still a good girl that ain't into or addict with beers or whatsoever liquors :P

-The lakeside-

-Ryan @ LCC-

-Jason-

-Michele-

-Ben Hew-

He finally let me to take a more decent photo of him after so many snaps.

-I need no introduction-

By, the way, this is not related to the content of the post, but this is my uni's library. I just found out that my library is not that "bad" to me during night time, and yes, I study at there til late at that night :P

Imma still so freaking awake though now it is 5.53 am. Been insomnia-ing quite some time and I seriously need to overcome it, or else, my body will seriously damaged or easily get old which is something bad for me :(

Kickoff the "Unlucky" Semester

2010-09-22T15:52:00.001+08:00

It's quite some time I refrain myself from doing any update cause I don't feel they joy of sharing my ups and downs in public. My life is just pathetic, the tendency of downs is way higher than the ups, so is good not to being emotionally displayed in public about my feeling, everything that causes dismay to others as well.

Just officially end the "toughest" semester in my entire degree life for me, everything happened have changed me, physically and mentally.I have no idea why I can become like this, become so passive and no confident in everything that I'm doing.Yet, I can be so calm when I don't even know how to cope with my examination as in I have zero knowledge in this semester. Yes, I've wasted this entire 14 weeks without achieving anything! I know, is pathetic!

Still, exam did ended anyway. What I can do now is just to look forward and buckle up myself to move on, never look back, improve myself, improve in handling my EQ and most importantly, be tough and strong to face whatever difficulties that might arise in future. I hope so! I really hope I can be that strong again, find back the lost me.

It's holiday and is a month holiday but I don't feel the excitement of it, nothing there to be excited this semester break. Previously, I will get excited and anticipate as this is the time we can get closer to each other, but not now anymore. Thus, Imma as well get used of it for the rest of my 2 more semesters.

I'm clueless of pressing my keyboard for the next words, sentences and paragraphs as I scare I will get dwell into making this post seems negative.

So, let's not plan things but goes according to what God determines... will it be better? Afterall, life is full of uncertainty and I just know I shall be happy-go-lucky like what Kenny Nam suggested? Or to be sarcastically don't care anything, just be sarcastic throughout my entire life?

By the way, I owe a big thank you for some of my dearest friends that no matter what, always by my side to help me to get through when I'm down and always be there to encourage me without leaving me, help up with my studies for this semester and everything or even comforting me after I teared randomly without fail. Names shall not be mention as if you are the one, and you are reading it, yes, it is you that I mean! I'm glad that in my life, I have you all and I truly appreciated this friendship and what you all have done for me too! I will work hard to be better for not wanted to disappoint you all! Fingers crossed ok?

Midgets inspired me!

2010-09-08T12:57:00.000+08:00

Final is approaching in less than a week.
Apparently, there are indeed a lots to do but somehow rather procrastination is always there.
I know I can only depend myself to study on my own as there is no one out there is able to help me from A-Z.

Giving up will always not my style, though I might not get a good result this time, but I know as long as I give my best in it, God knows!

Just now, while I was at market having my breakfast, out of sudden voices coming out from somewhere else where I was trying hard to find the source of the noise.
The noise getting nearer and I saw there were 2 midgets there singing and performing to earn their living. One of them is on the wheelchair and handicapped. I did not captured any photo as I don't want them to feel that we were despising them and thought they were funny.

Indeed, they are brave enough to give their performance in front of crowds. Though they were not physically fit, but they never give up and live their life well and not depend on other instead by their ownself.
Their never giving up spirit inspired me that I too shouldn't give up too especially when I just come across a minor obstacles!

From them, I also learned that we must appreciate with what we had and how God creates us as a normal human being compared to the less fortunate which might born as psychically unfit person. Thus, we must love ourself more before we start to love others, if not, we are not even qualified to say that we love and care about others.

Is time to work hard! Never give up! God, hope that you can lead my way...

Seriously untitled for the randomness of it, and basically just the voice from the heart

2010-08-25T03:17:00.001+08:00

Exactly 2 months passed...
Its been the lowest point when myself needs to keep on reminding myself, or to be worst self-slapping to wake up myself to get real, to face the reality.
Thanks to those who keep accompanying me throughout my weakest moment, never ending concerning about me to let me know that, everyone is just so care about me, I sincerely know and appreciated that!
All this while, I just let my emotion to carry me away, far far away to where I don't know where it landed and just died at a certain point, for not willing to move or to get rid or wake up.
I don't have the passion in doing anything, I lost confident in most of the things, and I felt that I'm just a loser.
I hate to be alone now, for I will keep on put on my thinking cap and think of many many things.
I hate when the night come I just couldn't get myself to sleep. It's been 2 months I can't really sleep, and it's been 2 months I tears to sleep most of the time.
It's been tormenting me but I believe I'm strong enough and tough as usual no matter what happen.
I really hope I am, and basically, is just law of attraction, when you believe that is possible, then it will be possible. Just as simple as that! Right?!
I just don't understand why and for most of the time, isn't human being always never ending finding an answer to everything?
Sometimes, I just prefer to be silent and not to alarm ppl surrounding me that I'm not fine.
I tried to talk to someone which I regarded the one most closest to me in my uni but the responded from her make me realize that I'm so sickening.(Yet, I never ever deny you in my life from the response you gave me but choose another alternative to go)
From that replied and that moment onwards, I told myself that I will never ever bother you anymore, which is something you don't even wanted to know.
This thing let me realize that friendship is just so fragile, and it comes and goes easily, who will ever be truth to you sometime is just so questionable.
I never ever differentiate any of my friends into categories cause I believe that I treated everyone equally cause every of my friends is just so equally important to me.
I never wanted to offense anyone but somehow rather I know that sometimes I just can't please everyone.
I know that, but I never ever wanted any repay, but just one simple thing, that is be true to me.
Let me have faith in friendship by acknowledging me as a friend of yours.
Life's not about the people to act true to your face. It's about the people who remain true behind your back.
Throughout all this things, mind grows mature is something that is undeniable. People always said that, when you at a certain age, you will grow and be considerate towards matters or peoples or to be worst, you will start to have a lot of worries that will never end, till the day of your last breath.
Whatever it is, I just hope that every pain that I went through will somehow rather let me gain something in return. It doesn't need to be visible or to be seen in second but at least, pls let me know that whatever I had done is worthwhile.
I do always reminding myself, no pain no gain!
So, I won't take things for granted, be it friendship or matters.
Ah, is another insomnia night as usual... but when this will come to an end?
God, I believe that you will certainly lead my way..

Recent Weekend

2010-08-17T02:48:00.001+08:00

Clubbing session with besties and friends ...

BBQ session ...

Last but not least, karaoke session ...

* * *

Now, time to work more harder for FYP and final exam!

Self-avoiding is the correct choice!

2010-08-09T11:28:00.001+08:00

A damn sickening and emo post should be that is best describe my feeling right now!
Pls avoid this post if you feel that is not appropriate for you, and I will not be responsible for anything that could make you feel not good after this.

Self-hurting is the only thing that make me felt hurt, so hurt! Saw something which is aching is what I've done and I'm sorry to you! Sorry for doing that, but I just couldn't help myself! I hope you can really stand on my point of view and can ever understand my feeling. I didn't blame you but I just felt ache, hurt and pain on what I had saw and what's the replies that you have gave to me! It is just so painful and it is only on my side as I never blame anything on you! But, the replies that you gave me started to let me wonder, "Am I really that sickening?" "Am I really that fucking annoying?" As it I already feel the ultimate pain, hurt and ache, and yet you were not understanding, and started to put on anger in replying me.

Ya, you don't even have any anger on me, not even a minute! Ok, I have got it! That's the most painful replies I have got from you and I remember that and I won't fucking bother your life anymore! You are now just like a total stranger to me for myself not believing you will ever treat me like that, but you did! OK! I HAVE GOT IT!

I truly believe below statement, which is the world won't stop for my grief. So, any friends that are going to scold me and pissed off but I want to let you all know, I truly understand that. Pls don't be cruel to me and making me feel bad by words now as I am really feel bad on myself as well for right now! Pls have mercy on me!

A short note

2010-08-08T08:34:00.000+08:00

Wooots~ I'm gonna hike Maxwell hill in a moment later!
Geez, hope I'm able to make it to the top of the hill, bless me alright?
Will be doing a proper post soon cause Evelyn dear said that I shall update my blog :P

Confession of a "Useless"

2010-07-22T21:22:00.001+08:00

Feeling so strange to type something here, not used to type at here at all cause all this while, I do blogging, but seldom in this blogspot anymore. Instead, in somewhere where I can really express my feeling more better.
Hmmm, a lot of things had happened but still I think most of the time I still in my dream land, not willing to wake up and I just seriously slacking a lot, is like been a month, I'm doing nothing at all!
Feel so bad to myself! Feel so bad to my family! Feel so bad to my friends! And feel so bad to my assignment mates also!
I've been not really serious in handling all the tasks, I don't think you all will read this, but still I think that I'm not responsible enough and I promise after this week, I will back to normal! Sorry to you guys ><
I just need some time and I really hope you guys will understand me and won't despise me nor give up on me!

Someone asked me what I want now, in 5 years time and in future...
By that time, I hesitated and paused for quite long, cause after something happened, I feel that I lost my pace, my direction and I just don't know what I want anymore!
I told myself, once I can write at here, means I will back to normal again and yup, I did!
I know is quite a long time but at least I success! Human ain't perfect anyway! I'm still learning to become a better person.
Thanks to the question, I guess I know what I want now!
I hope after this week, is a new start for me to explore more things yet to come in to my life!
Life is short, so, why not live life to the fullest?

To you, sorry for torturing you all this while, and because of my stubbornness, I forced you to take something that you can't even take it. Sorry for making you feeling hard and pain. Sorry for not allowing you to rest even when you wanted to. Sorry for not loving you! Sorry for torturing you! Sorry for making you tears! Sorry for the difficulty of breathing that I had caused you! Sorry for indirectly hurting you! Sorry for making you become weak! Sorry for making you become a useless person! Sorry for making you to become an annoying person in other's life! All this things is caused by me and I promise after this week, one by one will disappear!

Both cousin Abi and Ade are the best! They will always invited me for somewhere whenever it is possible.
Not wanted to disappointed them again, I accepted the invitation and I will say hello to PD this Saturday! Tomorrow gonna go KL and for the 1st time ever in my life, I'm taking KTM from Kampar to KL. Always wanted to do that, but time just now allow and finally I can do that tomorrow with my bestest friend in Uni, Shirley.

Though I know this and next week will be the most busiest week for me, but yet since I have make the decision, so I will bear any consequences. Probably because next Wed I will have one midterm and I hardly even do any revision at all! Assignments also haven't settled. That's why I feel so guilty for just leaving like that and have fun! Omg! I'm so bad! But, do not judge me and ever question my contribution towards my assignments!

As I said, life is just so short, why we just prohibit ourselves to do anything that we want?! Live life to the fullest, explore the unexplored, always be positive & optimistic and never give up! I'm always a tough one, now and forever!

2010-07-15T03:05:00.001+08:00

Stay tuned!

2010-07-07T13:13:00.000+08:00

I don't have the mojo of blogging recently.
Partly of the new 'nest' I've got for myself and partly there is nothing much happy things to be shared here.
Yet, I won't give up of my blog here.
So, stay tuned! I will be back soon!

2010-06-28T10:33:00.000+08:00

對他唯一遺憾是分手那天
我奔騰的眼淚都停不下來
若那一刻重來我不哭
讓他知道我可以很好

我愛他轟轟烈烈最瘋狂
我的夢狠狠碎過卻不會忘
曾為他相信明天就是未來
情節有多壞都不肯醒來

我愛他跌跌撞撞到絕望
我的心深深傷過卻不會忘
我和他不再屬于這個地方
最初的天堂最終的荒唐

如果還有遺憾又怎麼樣呢
傷了痛了懂了就能好了嗎
曾經依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

Mindset corrected, is a relief!

2010-06-26T03:17:00.001+08:00

Shit, I'm still awake although now is already 3am.
Heart felt more calm with the companion of Kevin Kern, 'Beyond the Sundial' and the late night talk with "someone". "Someone" that I will not imagine I could share so many things with.
Thanks Shirley for the wonderful song, it did bring peace in my mind, and I'm glad you always by my side whenever I'm down.
Time is the essence of everything, when 2 souls are meant to be with each other, it definitely clicked.
I'm still waiting as this is the thing I can do right now.
Forcing doesn't make things become better but eventually it will mess everything.
Whether it is worth or not, it doesn't matter as I'm true to my heart and my feeling.
Is not easy to maintain this positive feeling but well, I think might be as the age get older, one's thinking and perception will change to become more mature.
Hmmm, later have something very important thing that I need to do, hope I can do it well.
Hope the video commercial shooting run smoothly and hope we will have lots of fun cause it is a new experience for us :)
Anticipated for that too...

I hope this is not a fact, but eventually this it is

2010-06-24T13:04:00.000+08:00

I've gone through a lot of things this few days and none of it is a good thing for me.
And if you visited my blog, you should notice there is some changes in my layout.
Yes, I don't need to do any pathetic counting anymore because I've been officially ~~dumped~~ less than 1 hour ago.
This also means that we are just done before the 5 years anniversary, which is still about 1 months, 2 weeks and 6 days to go.
Good thing is, Im glad Im hearing from him personally and not thinking nor guessing...
At least, he is honest to me and telling the truth rather than letting problems unsolved.
Guys... I think is hard to be trusted anymore. Promises can be flowerly, and 1 more things I had learned through this from him.

'Words can be beautiful, be sure it is true'

P/s : I really hope things will nv happenned

My little spoilt brat

2010-06-19T19:41:00.001+08:00

I never knew it will be the last day we can be together,
I never knew it could be the last memory that you gave me,
I hope that you can live happily in your new home,
I hope they can treated you good like how I used to pamper you,
I never choose to leave you if it's within my ability,
I'm sorry for allowing them to take you away from me...
I truly miss you and I never stop tearing whenever I'm thinking about you,
my little spoilt brat

That's the last two photo of yours for my memory.... I miss you so much!!!

Penang Walk

2010-06-13T23:37:00.003+08:00

I'm not feeling so fine, due to some personal matter, well just forgive me for the simple post of my last week visit to Penang. After all, I promised to blog about it. So, here it come...

We went to Kek Lok Si once after we had our breakfast in some random place, which I forgot the place, but I think it doesn't matter at all cause it is not the best delicacies we had so far :P

We went for the so-called best laksa in Air Hitam(marketplace down Kek Lok Si), correct me if i was wrong, ok? In my opinion, I think that the laksa is over-rated. Strictly in my opinion only! No offense, alright? Anyway, the sugarcane drink at the stall there is nice! Double thumbs up!

Some random finger-foods

Then, I guess we went to the 'Sleeping God'. Forgive me for any wrong saying, ok? Btw, I used the word, 'I guess' cause it was already a week past's trip!

The girls

The guys

Nothing much to do at there, so we went out quite early compared when we were at Kek Lok Si. We found a rojak stall outside the temple, we bought it and we all love it :)

Testing...

I've no idea why I looks so funny in the photo

I can't remembered where we went exactly after that, but I remembered we had they claimed the so-called best Ais Kacang which is located in New World Park. Because I'm not Ais Kacang's lover, thus I didn't got to taste it, but they said it was nice!

We went for the famous Cendol located, er... I have no idea where is the place, but I got the photo, luckily :P

Hope that you can find it based on the photo provided, if u want to taste the Cendol that I or should I said we all claimed is the best!

The next destination after all the food session should be Batu Feringghi. I don't swim much at there cause of phobia. Phobia of jelly fish. Yet, I still get myself into the water, luckily there wasn't any sea creatures that harmed me :P

Sixth former buddies :)

Aww~ So sweet! I'm so envy!

Btw, it was my birthday on the first day we went to Penang, thus my friends celebrated my birthday at Gurney drive. Thanks, my friend although it was a simple one :) I truly enjoy the time we spent together and is looking forward for another outing with you all :)

Thanks for the lovely present too!

That's the end of the 1st day in Penang. Guess I should randomly talk about the next day. We had breakfast at some random kopitiam, had durian near Balik Pulau, went to Queensbay Mall and last but not least, we had freaking cheap awesome seafood! Scroll down for some random photos. I'm sorry there wasn't any seafood photo provided although I did not miss to capture any seafood we had (roughly 8 dishes). Guess, Mr.Edwin miss to upload it into facebook :P

Yeay! :P

Alicia claimed she love to 'kopek' durian. Haha~

I'm loving it!

See, they looked so cool, btw, it was outside the Queensbay Mall and it is around 2pm and it was freaking sunny. I had no idea why we will take photos at there :P

So cool!

We had seafood in Gee Seng :)

Me, after the seafood, so just don't look at my bloated stomach :(

Oh, yea, we went to Ghee Hiang too but unfortunately, all the biscuits were sold out, so we just had photo there.

All of the things, I miss Penang rojak and Char Kuey Tiao(at Kimberly street) the most! Looking forward to have it next 2 weeks as I will be back again to Penang for my society's trip

Guess that's the end of the awesome trip that I had with my friends!

P/s : Will update my belated bday celebration at A-box soon!

♥ Penang Sneak Preview ♥

2010-06-10T01:43:00.002+08:00

I went with them...

and I took this for them ♥

Will be continued... Stay tune!

2010-06-08T00:59:00.000+08:00

It was raining for more than an hour, and I was sitting in front of my laptop for more than 5 hours doing nothing. Literally, nothing practical I suppose.

I don't feel good but I can't find someone to talk to. I know it was damn pathetic.

Mind keeps wandering far far away, how I wish someone can talk to me, or even understand me, but sadly there wasn't any.

Why there will be 'tears' in this world? People said no tear, and you wouldn't know joy. To have joy, you must first have tears. But, why I don't have joy although I tears a lot?

Alright, I shall stop complaining. I know it doesn't help anyway.

Posting a negative post will get negative comments from other, at least I know in someone's mind, perhaps. Guess people will say," Huh?! WTF! Again? Don't she just have any better post than emo-ing and blah-ing away?!"

Ok, I got thought of stop blogging or just move to other blogspot where no one will ever get there but why should I compromise to others. Why not you all choose to go to the (red X at the top right corner) or don't even log in to www.kahyee14.blogspot.com instead of complaining what I wrote.

Listen up, yo! I got my own freedom to write what I want as long as what I wrote is not against others or violating any rules & regulations.. and etc etc...
At this moment, I just wish to be at home, hugging my mum and surrounded by my family :(

P/s : Ignorance is pathetic! Being ignore is painful!

I am

2010-06-01T23:09:00.001+08:00

so tired, so exhausted...
and today was only the first day I been to campus after my 2 weeks+ semester break ( cause I don't have class on Monday ^^ )
Time-table is ok, and I'm pretty satisfied with it.
I never thought that Ms.Ching is teaching me MA in this semester, and I never thought that she can still remember my group's assignment in foundation cause that was three years back. Gosh!
In fact, was quite worry she will be teaching me MA cause she was never a friendly lecturer/tutor that I can say but today lecture/tutor class prove I was wrong.
Anyway, just hope every subject goes smoothly and I'm able to understand and nail it! :)
By the way, many people are cursing Maxis cause of their shitty service but I just remain fine as I have been one of the loyal user of Maxis ever since I own my very first phone number.
However, every person's tolerance do have their own limit and in fact, I was quite annoyed by their poor service recently simply because I lost contact with many peoples, I can't call my mum ever since I back to Kampar! I can't call Raymond! Ugh! I wanna call him so badly and I don't know why.
Just felt that it is quite inconvenient if I can't call out. Especially if have any urgency! FMaxisL!
Oh yea, btw, Arts & Craft society is having fund raising tomorrow at block C. We will be selling some hand-made crafts, toast sardine sandwiches and red bean dessert :)
For all the Utarians, do come and support ya!

P/s : Sick soon? I don't want!

0002

2010-05-31T00:24:00.002+08:00

I hope 0002 is LUCKY for me!
God, please bless me!

Lazy bum bum

2010-05-30T22:02:00.009+08:00

I am so unwilling to start packing my stuffs... tonnes of clothes that I brought it back since last 2 weeks and hoping for entertainment to ring my phone, but sadly, guess today is Sunday, which simply means family night as well.
Ugh, lazy as usual. Hmmm, well, just hope can stay forever in my house cause it is the sweetest and best ever place I could ask for :)
Balloting my cars later at 12am also make me can't go to sleep either and nothing to do. FML!
One word, SIEN!
Or perhaps I should use this time to start packing, 2 hours should be just fine, I think.
Btw, did you notice I'm crapping to my ownself?
Maybe keboringan yang melampau result to that. WTF!

Nah, current me, still the SAME =.=

But, fat-er, rounder, more chubbier

FML!

Result!

2010-05-28T20:47:00.001+08:00

Result was officially released yesterday, but are only able to access it today once I woke up.
As usual, the first thing what I do when I woke up was to check my result.
Before that, I dreamt I got myself a very good result and once woke up, I was feeling not so good cause dream are always opposite with the real situation.
What I thought maybe I could FAIL my papers. FML!
Luckily, I didn't. What a relief!
But, at the same time. Felt a bit disappointed, as it was not what I wanted.
But, overall, I should be grateful that at least, I pass all the papers.
So, what I can do now is to work MORE harder for next semester :)

P/s : Going out later. Poker or snooker? Bring it on!

Happie, happie ^^

2010-05-20T17:57:00.031+08:00

Blogging is never become a habit of mine recently.
But, still, I'm going to blog to express, share or crap whatever, yea, WHATEVER that I want!
Let's recap back during study week and final exam.
Study week was still normal, nothing much just most of the time spent my time on the notes and books.
Oh yea, I got myself a spectacles and a LOMO.
I need to wear spectacles from now onwards. FML!

Random vain pichas of mine with my new spectacles :P

and this is my baby @ barbie LOMO. I'm not joking and this is a REAL lomo! Many people laughed when they saw it. They thought is a toy. FML!

Next, as you all already knew that I'm now having a short semester break after my final, approximately 2 weeks plus and it's been a week already. Hmmmm~

Raymond gave me a ~~failed~~ surprise. But anyway, I'm glad that he made an effort to come and spent time with me before he go for training at Sarawak. Right after exam end, we went to Ipoh as usual with Jason and Kyan.Watched IronMan2. Not as good as others commented, I guess.

The following day, after everything was done, headed back to TI. Glad to be at home and I remembered it was Wednesday and if I was not mistaken, I only got to hangout with my friends the following day. Been to "char kuey tiao" @ Sg.Nibong with my friends and after CKT, went to visit Hayley. Hayley is so effing cute lor! I wish she is mine! Ngek ngek~

Hello everyone, I'm Hayley ^^

Baby Hayley with me

Muacks ♥

Early morning on Friday, went to KL with Raymond. Purpose to KL? Spent more time with him and food hunting purposes. Too bad, I didn't have the chance for Subway :(

Went for Shutter Island with Ashlee and Adam Loo. I also didn't know about the movie's existence if not Ashlee asked me out for it. The movie was quite interesting yet physco-ed. I'm so afraid I will cuckoo after the movie. WTF!

I don't even have the chance to get my ass stick to the sofa cause right after I'm back to TI on last Saturday, I had late Mother's day celebration dinner at Poh Loong seafood restaurant with my paternal family. I ♥ bonding session with all my relatives, especially with all my cousins.

Paternal grandma, maternal grandma and my dearest mummy ♥

Cousin Annie a.k.a Camwhore Queen :P

Some random pichas of us ♥

During dinner, my "gu ma" knew that she strike lottery after got the lottery result. Everyone was happy too cause "gu ma" will treat us breakfast and dinner the following day. We had dim sum for breakfast and again seafood feast for dinner. Crabs and "frog" for consecutively 3 days!!! One word, AWESOME! ♥

This Tuesday, went to Tg. Tualang with family just for the sake of seafood. Is neiter lunch nor dinner, as we had our seafood feast at 4pm. Dad purposely close the shop earlier and drove us all the way to Tg. Tualang for seafood! AWESOME! ♥

Here's the place for all the awesome food! ♥

Mummy was so excited, hee~

Didn't manage to capture every food that were served as I were to busy nomming. Only the prawn and the hand-made chilli sauce. Well, at least the prawn and the prawn is the main purpose of us went all the way to Tg. Tualang. They serve the best and fresh prawn ever!

Finally, after all the food session, I can spend some time with Bobby, my baby boy. He is as usual, mischiveous, like to bite everything that he can reach. Anyone can suggest how to stop this bad habit?

I still got 10 days holiday. Anyone got any activity don't forget to invite me yea, deal?

I'm going to Genting tomorrow with my dearest family ♥ Can't wait for that! Wee~

P/s : Getting worried about my result! Hope I can pass all my papers! Pray hard!

...

2010-05-08T18:24:00.001+08:00

Today marked the end of third paper, and is like finally!
But, there is still 2 papers to go. Everything need to memorize but the slightly best part is the lecturers for this both papers cut off a lot of topics, hence will be much more better than the previous 3 papers.
Yet, this doesn't mean good as first, I don't have any idea how we will be tested in BR and second, ENT just need to read ONLY 4 topics? That is so hard to believe but anyway, is the FACT!
The saddest thing was, I got fever yesterday!

I never knew that is could be so struggle to study when having fever. Damn pathetic lor, cause is hard to focus on memorizing the notes, and the ability to memorize and store the information tend to decrease!
But, the strange thing was, although I'm really weak at that time, as I felt my whole body is so damn weak that I could barely walk or move fast and yet I don't felt sleepy but determined enough to get all the scopes inside my head.

Well, I tried very hard, I never give up although at a moment, I thought maybe I absent for today's exam and get myself a replacement paper. I did my best for today's paper and I knew I'm not able to score for this paper and I'm quite disappointed. At this moment, what I hope that is to secure a satisfactory grade although I know scoring is really impossible cause I knew what I had done!
2 more papers, and everything will be done!

I hope that today my fever will reduce and don't strike back and hope that the doctor's prescribed medicine can help me although he is seriously not a good doc! What to do, the doctors at Kampar is way too sucks! Is the truth! Being sick at Kampar is really a bad thing, SERIOUSLY~

P/s: Yes, how I wish you are by my side right now!

How silly I was!

2010-04-21T20:10:00.000+08:00

"Reading lines by lines and expecting to see your name inside, and when every single one is mentioned without fails but not you, that's the end of the post"

Ok, my babe, Ashlee just help me to sentence out what is inside my mind recently without me even telling her how I felt, and yeah, she is alway, as usual, simply understand me and no one ever beat her when it comes to this matter. How I wish he could understand me even better, but if he does, i doubt of the existence of this post.

Yeah, I'm a quite sensitive person and when it comes to own feeling, I never held back and when every conversation of me and my bestie, I'm dropping my tears as whatever from her, is a truth that I've known it but yet I'm telling myself previously that I might be thinking too much. How silly I was!

You will never understand how envy I was when I came across other's fb to see that their wall post, photo comment are filled with comments that are so lovey dovey or yet a simple concern msg. But, what have I got so far? Yeah, NONE! Don't be surprised, even a stranger might knock on my wall and leave me comments but what have I got from him ever since I got my fb account? I'm sounded like I'm hungered for comments, but I'm not! Don't judge me if you don't ever get your head into my situation!

She told me what will you get in the end? Hoping for a change? How if it impossible? If possible, how long it takes? And by that times, you lost all your youth...

Conclusion, I'm dumb, moron, idiot and I know that, I'll always be!

I was feeling

2010-04-15T21:21:00.008+08:00

numb, breathless, lost my direction, don't know what should I do and my legs become soft, like those jelly fish.Yeah, every moment is just so hard for me. Is like the end of the day. My heart ached and all I can do was just to pray hard that my lil bro is safe.

Yesterday, my sister was calling me but I ignored cause I was in class attending my tutorial class. Right after it become a miss-called, I texted her and asked her what's up and told her I was in the class and couldn't answered her. She replied me that my lil bro involved in an accident. Just short like that without further details. By that time, I become panicked and shaking. Thus, I ran out from the class and started to call her and asked for more details. She told me he involved in an accident and asked did I know about it. I probed and asked where is he now, whether he is in TI or Ipoh, and she told me she didn't know and she thought I knew it.

I called my mum then after I hang up the phone. Once is was connected, all I can hear was that mum's voice was shaking and told me he is now in the hospital and they were still trying to rescue ("kap kau kan") him. I can sense the frustrated mood of her as like many people was calling and she is just so frustrated to answer as she don't know how was him as he is still inside the EU. All she asked for me is to pray for my lil bro so that he will be able to go through this "obstacles".

Little did I know, my tears drop profusely. The words "kap kau kan"(translate to cantonese for better understanding) really hit my nerves as it was a real deep shit was happenning. Since mum don't know what was the condition, I tried to call dad and he told me he don't know too as he has been going outstation with the elder bro and they were too rushing back. I even asked him should I back, and he told me not too, since I still have class and he told me again that I couldn't help much if I was back too. At that moment, I thought maybe I could comfort mum and accompany her so that she won't be alone there as that moment, I never imagined all my relatives were there too.

I was just sitting on the staircase besides my tutorial class, where the staircase is at the end of the corridor where usually people won't passing there and started to text my boyf to asked him to pray for my bro too. The staircase there was just so silent as I wish someone could comfort me too at that moment but I chose to be silent and to be alone, crying like I'm gonna to lost my lil bro soon. Negative thoughts never fails in my mind as I'm considered more pessimistic person in life, where it come to life and death. I was praying hard at that moment, at least the only thing I could do.

I remembered I went out almost 30 mins and I returned back to class once I wiped off my tears. But, I couldn't hide it from Shirley and MJ, perhaps Jason too. I just know I couldn't bother to listen to Mr.Darren bullshitting at the class for one and half hours without discussing any single of the tutorial questions. Soon after the class end, I turned at the back where Shirley was sitting,trying to leave and of cause she asked me what had happenned since she saw something is not right with me. At that moment, I just couldn't uttered properly to reply her and I can sense tears were dropping soon and I just headed down to the table and cried. A big cried as what I can remember now.

I think they knew what had happen ( I assumed maybe MJ saw my text with my sis as she was sitting beside me at the class) and they just let me to throw it all out before I continued to speak. After I regained my energy, I told them I was afraid, and I don't know what I can do, and asked should I go back as that evening I still have a lecture class but I told them at that moment, I really can't concentrate anymore. All of them insisted I should go back and all of them accompanied me back. I never thought that and I never would want to trouble them.

Shirley drove and Jason was instructing her the road. I was still shaking deep inside and my tears never seem to stop. While in the car, I reflected the chilhood memories of my bro and I, everything was like just flipping as if like pages by pages, and I knew I should stop thinking about them. Perhaps, the chinese normally thought that is it a bad signal when this things come in the mind after something bad happened. I stopped myself from thinking and just wish I can reach to the hospital asap.

Hmmm, I never realize I write so long! Must be boring right as if you still continuing reading as you all might want to know more about my bro's condition.

Ok! I shall continue. Once I reach hospital, I walked to the EU there and get my mum, and I saw my family was there too, with some of the relatives. Mum told me bro was still inside and asked me to go inside and told him I was there, and tried to comfort him. The moment I saw my bro, my heart was so ached to the maximum, I saw he was lying there restless, with all the pipes on the nose, and needles attached to his hand, his neck with those things protected, er, is like a stuff to protect the neck.... I don't know what should I call that thing. I talked to him I was here, and he blinked his eyes weakly trying to respond to me. I asked if he got any pain, he must informed any of us. That moment was really awful. I never imagined that in my life I will encounter this!

As I was not allowed to stay long, I came out to call one of my bro's friend to go inside as my bro requested him to go in to have some talk. I went over to my family and trying to comfort my mum. The thing saddened was what my aunt had told me. She told me while she was trying to comfort my bro and told her everything was going to be fine and asked him to rest and slept for a while, my bro protested that he cannot sleep. He needs to be awake! "wo bu neng shui, wo yi ding yao qing xing" Perhaps, if directed to mandarin, you will understand the situation more better. (although by that time he is speaking in cantonese). That two "sentences" really make me had goosebump.

Speaking about the doctor over there, I really can't imagined what will happen to my bro as whatever come out from their mouth was, "I assume" or "Maybe". I was like wtf?! Hello, is a life here! Why not you guys give us the confirm answer that we want? Yeah, I can' blame this service from the government hospital. Is like everyone will expected that they will drag us, discussing matters with each other to have conclusion, or maybe need to ask for their mentor about the case. Before I continued, the initial injuries that the doctor told us was they detected a minor line over the spine there and couldn't know whether is was a fractured on the neck there, head concussion and the head was bleeding, but is maybe not a blood clog there, and was just a bruise at the external of the head. Ok! Now you see, how's supposed us not to worried? Why not private hospital in Ipoh? Ok, dad was undecided should he move him to Ipoh and still undecided which to choose. Fatimah? Ipoh Specialist? Pantai? He then called Dr. Jasbir, one of his friend and a.k.a. our family's doctor and told him the condition and he advised dad to let bro stay in TI hospital since his condition is not worsening cause Dr. Jasbir afraid that it will be troublesome if halfway anything happened.

Everything above was happened yesterday... and today, I already got back to Kampar as I need to attend a class that I missed yesterday. I would rather choose to stay if I don't have class. But since bro's condition is more better, mum asked me to back to attend class as my final somehow rather is approaching soon. He still can't be discharged as the head injuries still unidentified whether it could cause complication or not. Or maybe they scare the bruise will affect him, so he still need to be monitored. Really wtf! Cause everything they can't confirm us! But, after seeing he is not pale as yesterday, I already felt much more relief. Thanks god for saving my bro's life. Thanks everyone for praying for my bro as well. I really appreciated it! Thanks to Shirley, MJ and Jason as they are by my side to give me support and comfort me. Thanks to boyf too, for comforting me and praying for my bro too! Ash babe, thanks for the comfort as well! Don't worry, I'll be fine! Bro will be fine also! Fingers crossed! Praying hard everything will be alright!

Re-edit @ 11.54pm : I don't know whether everyone will read this freaking long contents, but one of my friend told me, that my blog's content was misleading. I want to clarify something, my brother is not in ICU, he is in normal ward. He is conscious, able to talk, eat and drink. As I said, the head injuries is still unidentifiable whether it will bring harm or not that resulted he still need to be hospitalized. Once again, I am really tired, and I am sorry if I couldn't reply anyone of you that asked me something about it. Just let me regain my strength and get the confirmed answer from the doctor, that he is totally FINE, only I will let you all inform! Thanks for the concerns and prayers from all of you guys and I'm sincerely appreciated!

P/s: Pray, praying, prayed!

Hmmm

2010-04-06T23:44:00.000+08:00

Final coming soon, not exactly one month time for me to do my revision. FML!
Kinda started to worry again, emo feeling once approaching again and I don't know why I don't feel good at all.
Maybe I haven't start anything, that's why I have this feeling.
Furthermore, I'm addicting again to FB poker lo. FML max! As you know, you don't play is nth, but once you play, you will get addicted. Haigh~
Hmmm, the terrible thing is there are so many things/activities that are so tempted me and if I don't arrange my time well, I'm so gonna screw my final.
Well, well.... I hope I can handle everything perfectly well.
Yesterday went jogging with some of my friends and it feels so good although i ~~walk~~ more than I jog, and I hope that we can continuously with our jogging every evening or else, I must be teased by them. Haha^^
Actually, I plan to jog because I felt that I eat more and more without any exercising, so it is good to have jogging evey evening or else I scare my friends and family won't recognize me after 1 month. :P
One more thing that I felt so ~~proud~~ of myself is, "TOMORROW I'M CYCLING TO CAMPUS" hahaha~
Oh, I felt so excited lor, forgive for my sampat-ness and I'm excited because I never cycle to campus for classes so, yea, tomorrow is the day.
Saturday, Ipoh outing confirmed. I think I don't even been to Ipoh with my friends for this semester and I bet we gonna have fun with the cute lil Michelle a.k.a. Jason's dear. ahaha~
24th gonna be back to hometown again cause of Ashlee babe's bday party. Hmmm~ I know that is on study week, so I must study now to compensate for that day or else I will feel guilty partying even when final is around the corner.

Ok, signing off now! Notes, here I am!

P/s : Wish me luck in Final yea~ ^^

四大天王

2010-04-01T21:35:00.088+08:00

1st of April also known as April Fool's day. So, how's your day? Been fooled around or fooling around?

I have a great time too with my family and all the四大天王.

I ran and I sweated a lots! Feels so good! At least, I did some exercise. Is like finally! Haha~

Maybe I don't have a companion for running and I felt that Bobby is my good companion for sure.

If you are hooking on FB frequently, you might spot that my latest status concerning whether Bobby could survive with the presence of King de GS. To my surprise, Bobby is so damn brave and mess over with King without fear. Haha~

Poor King being bullied by my Bobby. Perhaps, in few more months, when King grow bigger and turn into adult GS, then Bobby might need to worry already.

Anyway, I just love to see them play with each other and they are just so good and nice, especially King cause he don't bite me. Lol! But, is hard to tell in future :(

-King de GS-

King is 3 months old by the way ^^

Indeed, I have a great time today with the 四大天王! Let's me present the four 四大天王 to you all!!!

Handsome #1 a.k.a. my ♥

Handsome #2

Handsome #3

Handsome #4

P/s : Clash of Titans soon! ^^

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2010-03-31T13:30:00.001+08:00

My blog is so dead recently.
Yes, I'm free but is hard to get me updating my blog nor post some photos of current events.
I have tonnes of photos but seriously, I'm so lazy to upload, not only in blog but in FB as well.
Photos of vacation in KK, CNY'10, UMS'10, bobby's collection and lots lots.... Hmmmm~
Right now, I'm just waiting for my 4pm class and head back to TI after the class finish at 6pm.
Don't be surprise as you saw me back to Kampar on Monday and now you're hearing me back AGAIN to TI! Haha~ What to do, I just have classes from Mond-Wed ONLY!
Supposingly, I had planned to go Penang for TAO's hunting but due to some health reason, I need to get my ass back to TI.
If not, I scared my mummy will be over worried if she hadn't saw me ASAP!
Btw, if you're following me on FB, you will see that in my wall post statused that I'm worried and I hope for speedy recovering! Thanks for everyone's concern!
But, doc said I need 4-5 weeks times to recover.(Actually, is not about the breathing difficulty prob that I consulted with doc but yet is another thing which I don't feel to highlight here)
Cause is quite embarass lo~ HAHA ^^
Really glad that I have all my aunts & grandma, my sista and my dear Shirley to accompany me to doc!
Feels so touch!!! and my babe Ashlee for listening me when I'm so freaked out (you better just keep to yourself and don't tease me again!)
I think I need a nap now before my class or else I might be fishing later! Will try to update frequently and post more proper post with tonnes of photos(er, hope so)

P/s : Anybody just date me for some short vacation puh-lezz!

Bobby ♥

2010-03-16T02:03:00.002+08:00

He never fails to make me laugh

He never fails to make me smile

He never fails to cheer me up

He never fails to grab my attention

He never fails to act funny

He never fails to act innocent

Mummy love him so much, so do I

Do you notice that Bobby is so happy?

Annoying entry

2010-03-14T00:01:00.001+08:00

Note : This entry might be annoying, just don't read or blame me after you have read if it does make you feel ain't good!

Midterms finally done but there are still 4 assignments waiting for us to be done.
Trying to rushing for it so we could have comfortable day without worries/stress.
For the sake of ENT & HRM midterm and HRM assignment, I had skipped 5 LECTURE class! is 5!
I don't feel good not because of worrying I didn't sign the attendance which may resulting bar for final but is the knowledge that I miss out, freaked me out as I'm not an intelligent students where I still need guidance and knowledge from lecturers.

I don't feel good today nor moody but there are something.
There are something that make me quite upset.
I've been blame by someone over something that is absolutely not my fault. I don't know how to ~~exaggerate~~ as to recall back, I think is ridiculous. Why on earth people will blame someone that has done nothing wrong?
For the sake of not calling somebody to wake up, I've been asked harshly and forced to see the "black" face. Hello, excuse me? I'm not your nanny! Nor you alarm clock!
Ok, to put in a simple way...
Did you ask me to wake you up at first? Think and recognize whether is my fault or not before talking so LOUDLY and MEAN to me!
I am human, I have feeling! Just because of something that not pleased you, I have to be treated like this? Please consider on other's feeling too!
Previously excited emotion just shrunk to the min lvl because of this.

As I said there are something previously, so this is the second part of what I felt / gone through.
I'm trying to help up / to ease burden on you but I can feel that you are just avoiding me.
I mean to get things done but I could feel that you think I'm looking down on you by even my mere intention was actually to help you.(maybe is my only assumption, I "perasan" or whatsoever, but this is really how I felt)
You can't blame me for thinking something like this, but your actions could somehow rather makes me feel so.
Am I really too mean towards you? Or too demanding until you feel stress when dealing with me?
Friends, we've been friend since we get to know each other and get along real well but somehow, now it becoming so far. Far that I could see the possibility that you never wanted me to be your friend anymore.
I don't know. Mayb I'm too sensitive or what, but I really can't help myself thinking on that.
I don't wish to lost the friendship but it feels hurt to recall back everything that has happened yet you could just keep quiet. Maybe you scold/shout/yell/scream at me, I will feel better?
Or even to let me know I'm wrong if I do so?
As sometimes, I don't know what I had done that might actually offended you or could like now, SILENT~

Friends, I take this chance to APOLOGIZE if I bring hurt and grieve to you all! This is at least, something I can do or could make me feel better, perhaps~

Argh, Ashlee, tell me what should I do? Wish someone will at least in this moment, beside me hears my rants and even comfort me or wipe away my tears.
I just couldn't help myself and tears dropped! I'm such a useless that can't even control my fucking emotion.
Fucking bitch, yea! I remembered that, somebody said I'm fucking bitch!

P / s : I'm fine. I felt better after this.

Ranting again

2010-03-12T21:01:00.000+08:00

I'm blogging now!
Yea, but doesn't mean I'm free now!
Tomorrow's the last mid-term and I don't have the strength to study, I don't know why.
I can sense tomorrow paper will be a disaster for me. I know I won't get good results for it too but I won't give up.

A lots of things happen recently, which is quite bothering for some of my housemate and me.
Maybe I'm the cause of all this trouble that had brought up, and I really don't understand why certain people can't just understand on others, put themself on other's shoes and thinks on behalf others as well.
Haigh, I just know that I have to keep silent and accept every M-16 that have shot towards me.

I had the most toughest time in this Wed that requires me and my groupmate to redo the whole assignment. YES, is from A-Z. You must have thought that I have the fussiest tutor and indeed he is! I miss going home on Wednesday and resulting me working all the day until the next morning Thursday at 9am and eventually I straight drove back to home. Is an awful day! Nevertheless, going home could make me forget about the stress that is never-ending for awhile and it helps when there are family and your cute pup beside you. And I miss them now!

I just dislike Kampar cause I feel so stress at Kampar facing assignments! Total of 4 assignments to be submitted on next week Friday and the last midterm for tomorrow! FOL kao kao!

Short update

2010-03-10T02:46:00.002+08:00

I know my blog is mushroom-ing!
I don't wish too but tight schedule with classes, midterms & assignments really killing me!
Left 1 midterm on this Sat and 4 assignments to be done! FML kao kao!
Until this Week 8, we only manage to settle 1 assignment! I know that it is so inefficient!
I'm really tired and restless ever since coming back from CNY.
Finally, tomorrow I can go back for awile to catch up with my family and Bobby!
I miss them so much!!!

My Valentine's day

2010-02-23T10:51:00.000+08:00

Just a short update on previous Valentine's day that is so happen to be the CNY 1st day!
I got mine celebrated too with a simple Sushi King meal with my beloved.
I got a gift too from him but unfortunately I don't have anything to give him.
Feeling so bad cause I couldn't give him what I want to give him at first. Sigh~

Aww~ Isn't this so romantic?

Blue color thingy when it is switch on, with the wordings by him

This has become my profile picture cause I think I somehow looks slightly slimmer there :P

I requested him to fill in something that I think is missing.

Guess what is that?

Ta daa~ Done! I ♥ it, thanks Dear!

Flipping...

and flipping...

This Valentine's day thanks to the CNY, if not I don't think we will be able to celebrate it together after 2 years didn't celebrated it.

Although it is simple, but it is more than enough for me.

I hope we will able to celebrate it as years come by...

2010-02-14T01:18:00.003+08:00

Lonely V-day eve!!!

Everything is OVER

2010-02-09T10:59:00.000+08:00

I can't tolerate this anymore!
From now onwards, everything is OVER!
Friendship that has been built since roughly 2 yrs back now is OVER all because of you!
I thought to mend things back although I needn't to do so cause literally this things doesn't affect me at all but I cant just stand still and see everything that is happening so uncontrolable without viewing my opinions.
I tried to talk properly with you but you responded like a "mad bull"!
What's the point with that?

Tell me, in your heart, we are just bunch of passerby in your life that gave you a lot of problems and troubles? Or we are the one who are just only kept asking from help and ignoring you when you need us for help too? If you DARE to say yes, you just come in front of me and tell me face to face!

But, I think you will not ever have the guts to do so!

I tell you one thing, you help people only because you want the rewards in return, you are such a bastard! Helping others with your sincere heart does matter.
Please remember that you can choose NOT TO HELP
AND please don't complaint later only after you help!

I don't think counting with you here will change anything that is happened especially when wanted to count how much HELP does you owe us? Because from the beginning, we didn't even want to mention everything that is a past tense anymore!

The last thing I can't tolerate is the "FUCKING BITCH" that you gave me in this 2 years ++ friendship!

NOW I REALIZE I SHOULD GIVE UP ON THIS FRIENDSHIP!

EVERYTHING DOESN'T MATTER ANYMORE!

Running away...

2010-02-07T03:50:00.001+08:00

Im running away...
Running away from reality, mixed emotion, yet I couldn't find a place to neutralize back my fcuking emo emotion.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
And it seemed that Jason and Shirley will be just as emo as me, perhaps.
Putting hope and faith in "someone" that they trust, and only realize that "he/she" changed.
I don't know how to respond too as I already been haunted by how the way he/she treated me back 2 weeks.
Literally, I'm not emo because of him/her but his/her attitude really make me piss off.
Back to my case, I run away.
I drove as fast as I could with the rain accompanying me, just like how it reflects the tears inside my heart. Soon, without me realize, the tear drops profusely.
I don't know why but I just know that I'm not happy.
I don't know who to talk to.
I don't know who to find.
All I know, I need to be strong to keep on driving so that I can reach where I should go.
There was a car full of malays keep on looking at me and slow down the car and I'm so scared that they will try to stop my car because I was just alone!
I speed and drove to the maximum so I can just far away from them.
I know it is dangerous to be driving alone especially at night but I'm just alone.
Nobody will ever understand my feeling, including you, perhaps.

I'm just as emo like Bobby

Joker for the day

2010-02-04T00:49:00.002+08:00

Symptom : A guy that is so desperate of getting a girl

Impact : Cuckoo and bullshitting alot!

Conclusion : Can any girl out there just can bear with him? Tell me if you are the one!

P/s : Damn piss off by him to the max! Fullstop

No Title

2010-01-21T23:51:00.001+08:00

Holla everyone!
Almost to the end of week 1 of the new semester.
Speaking about the new semester, having new environment of studying in new blocks.
Sounds great?
But, definitely a big NO for me!
The reason simply because I got lost on the 1st day to class!
If comparing to other local universities, the new blocks are still far behind, and the fat me is really lazy to walk! Haha~ Perhaps that's the reason why I don't like studying in new blocks!
Hmm, suppose to post up about last year's vacation but still in the process, so maybe another week?
I'm not busy at all but I just don't know why I am so lazy! Lazy to do things, and even online! (But, rajin in drama-ing! FML!)
Mayb could be my ~~H1N1~~ illness that on off and on! Seriously, getting ill is so terrible, horrible, vegetable and fuckatable!
I also vomitted sometime once after foods, and that's make me fucking hate it!
Maybe of all that, it leads to poor concentration and mood swing of mine this few days and resulted me hiding in the room if I don't have class.
Hope for fully recovery so that I can be on the right track.
By the way, tomorrow I'm driving to KL, so pray for me have a safe journey cause is my 1st time of driving to KL!

P/s : Seriously, KK's post next post!

Bye 09, Hello 10

2010-01-13T00:12:00.002+08:00

I know I'm suppose to come out with the KK's vacation as it was suppose to be, but let me just blog this so randomly stuff and thought of mine.

I know 2009 ends already but yet I have a few says about it.
I gone through 2009 with ~~failure~~, success, happy, ~~sad~~, thrill, ~~lonely~~, ~~emo~~ but stills I know it ended anyway. Indeed I have gone through a lots!
From friendship until relationship, everything is a total mess for me but yet I accepted whatever that is happened and I never blame or regret what had happened. All this things make me realize that I must be strong and think positively. Although I don't have many friends, but I believe I don't need that. All I need is those who are real with me, never betray me and really accepted me not because I need one but he/she mean it. I believe I really have such few friends/buddies and I shall not mention any names as only my real friends will know that they are definitely in the list. Thanks for being my friends as always and always be there to support me when I needed most.

Not forget to those who are my ~~"friend"~~, thanks for making me realize this world is so realistic and because of you all, I will grow stronger and stay undefeatable as I want to prove even without you, I'm still living and this world is still rotating. Thanks for betraying me for making me realize trust can be so fragile. Thanks for making me to accept that this world is full or sarcastic out there and because of "you", I have met the the real one!
I know I might not perfect still, but at least I've keep changing to be better as I always will! This is the promise I had made to myself.

Hatred and grudge will be buried in 2009 and high-spirited feeling will be along 2010. I will never live life with hatred, always be myself, but no one, treasure my friendship and relationship, be it my family, my dear, and my friends.

Though 2009 is not a really a remarkable/fantastic/awesome/great year for me, but I know there is still 2010 there. I will live my life to the fullest as it is already to the end of my study life. Definitely, I will enjoy it to the max!

New semester is about to begin and I really hope I can score good grade in this new semester as previous semester, I don't achieve something I'm aiming for. Totally disappointed but that is a past. I shall look forward and move on.

Speaking about 2010 resolution, I think I shall not restricted myself for achieving something but I will let myself to explore everything that come into my life and live to the fullest.

Bye 2009, and Hello 2010

Please

2010-01-10T00:00:00.002+08:00

don't abandon my blog. :P
I shall update soon!
Back from KK this Thursday and yet feeling so sick till now!
Cough that is never ending really make me felt tired!
Lots of things to be shared, particularly to the place that I had visited, the foods and some random stuff at KK (to be precise, the different between WM and EM)

Today is the bro's 18th birthday, thus went shopping with him in Ipoh with mummy and his gf. We had great time shopping for CNY clothes. Is awesome! He bought a lots! Seriously, a lot!
The bro is so good and kind enough to treat Bobby a packet of snack and bought him collar too!
I also managed to grab some apparels which make me definitely satisfied and is worth of being the driver of the day. WTF!

Will do a proper update soon, perhaps!

Last but not least, here is my simple wish for him, "Good luck in everything you do and hope you have a blast and memorable one. Love you a lots, my brader!"

P/s : So effing hungry and boring now! Everyone is so busy to entertain me. FML!

Some outdated stuffs

2009-12-29T00:20:00.001+08:00

Today is 28th and I think they are rocking Bali hard now!
And I already stuck at home for TEN days!
Also, updating blog is a difficult task whenever I have my semester break.~~(though I have 24 hours WI-FI connection at home)~~
Perhaps, nothing deserves a proper update of this blog of mine. (but still I want to update something)
Since I will be having my vacation to Sabah this 30th Dec, I think I shall not let my blog ~~certified~~!

Right after exam on 16th, I spent most of my time at Westlake 1318 because I'm too free and I thought I could ~~help~~ Shirley out with her Finance cause she will have her exam the following day. But, I think I did nothing. Haha~ Feels so bad cause can't help her much as memory is deteriorating.

I bet you are wondering why I'm not back right after the exam as every semester I won't fail to do that. Maybe photos below will give more hint to you. ^^

Ta daa~ My makeup artist a.ka. my ever-so-cute rommie!

My rommie is so sweet that she helps me applying eyes shadow as I'm bad at it! We took almost an hour for eyes shadow, and we had so much fun! I will be missing her when the next new semester as she won't be around at Kampar due to her internship. Here, I wish her all the best and hope she have fun interning!

DONE and camwhoring is a must!

Edwin Go said I put a lots of "bedak" and I looks fair. WTF!

4 of us and 2 of them can't be revealed :X

Joelle babe ♥

Ashlee babe ♥

♥ this photo

I ♥ them

We had so much fun at Voodoo and that is one of the best night of clubbing for me! Speaking about the place, it is just a seafood court that lacks of leng chai la. Some even 5 years younger than us.WTF! Can you imagine that?

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18th, I reached home and welcomed by Bobby. At first I'm so afraid that he will bite me.

Yet, he didn't and well, I guess I fell in ♥ with him!

I can't accept other's dog but so suprise that I don't even scare of Bobby and we clicked well too!

I so fell in ♥ with Bobby

5+2 ♥ Bobby

He is so mischiveous and hardly can take some nice photo of him and this 2 photos are also after he being grabbed by daddy!

Now, I think he is sick and I'm quite worry of him!

He vomitted what he just ate.

Tell me is this normal?

I pray that he will be fine and stay healthy. This is my very first pet and I don't wish anything bad will happen on him.

***

Wanted to post more but don't have mood when I turn and look at him. I really hope that he will be fine! *Praying hard*

Guess I shall start packing my stuffs now!

Will be updating soon if I do have time and of cause Internet connection at Sabah

I can't wait to meet you, my ♥

Triple Suay!

2009-12-22T00:54:00.000+08:00

Everything come so fast and when will it only stop?
Why today so suay?
The last suay, (hopefully is the last!), and the sketch below summarize it all.

In the forest, there are many kinds of species and the PIGs whose job is to do all kinds of job which is to protect the forest and others' species.(Hell yeah, but those are just the surface. Deep inside is full of bribing) And so, there are in their operation today and managed to block the innocent species which I can said that bring no harm at all! Fine! They tried to ask for bribe and of cause the educated species won't give in their way and just let the PIGs to just fine whatever they want! BUT, the PIGs started to raise up the voice and ask for species' grandma and grandpa! WTF! Why on earth this could happenned?
Well, does justice exist? Or the PIGs are the the only one with power, that us can't do anything?

Colour me Corby

2009-12-17T00:16:00.006+08:00

Different colours represent different personality and characteristic of individuals.
~~( I bet that you always received zillion of forwarded mails discussing about colours associated with personality/characteristics, don't you? )~~

Different individuals prefer different variety of colours from ~~white~~ to black.

~~( Right? I ♥ YELLOW! How about you? )~~

Due to the span of life is short, our life must be coloured by happie colours instead of gloomy colours.
~~( Don't you agree with mie? )~~

FYI, happie colours = yellow, orange, red, pink and by all the means BRIGHT!, whereas gloomy colours = grey, black and is totally DARK!

So do Corby! Corby is Samsung’s latest offering, featuring an eye-catching, compact design available in four vibrant colours.

Yea, let's get started with the task I need to do, Errr, a blog post titled of my colourful life? What the heck?!

Hmmm*thinking hard*, about my "COLOURFUL" life?

I could say say that my life is no doubt pretty static where I am still working hard in my undergraduates studies in UTAR pursuing Bachelors of Degree in Business Administration.
The bad is the place where I study, which is a small town in Kampar, Perak! <--- Can you sense the "colourful" life of mine there?
Speaking about the small town, no doubt peace and serenity is always what you can find in Kampar but when it is too over of that, here come pathetic life!
Why so pathetic? As the saying goes, all works but no play makes Jill a dull ~~girl~~

Lucky of me, come across the nuffnang page about this "Colour me Corby" and it is undoubted enlighten me a lots!
This is because not only I have chance to participate in different games and activities, but I will get to know a lot of friends as 4 will be in a group and totals of 75 participants will be involved! Sounds cool right?
The best part is pathetic feelings absolutely zappp~ GONE!

The cool, amazing, awesome, great, fun part is you can WIN a SAMSUNG CORBY mobile phone too promise that your group win in the 1st prize! Double cool right?

If you are slightly unfortunate in 1st runner up, you also could win up cash prize in total of RM3000!

Sounds exciting? For all of you out there and hope to win yourself an invite to the Samsung Corby Carnival, just follow the simple steps below like what I had done:

(1)Write a blog post titled “Colour Me Corby” and share with your readers how colorful your life is (literally, or not)

(2)Take a picture of yourself themed with one of the colors of Samsung Corby.

(3)Submit your details, permalink and upload your photo at the Submit Page (http://www.nuffnang.com.my/samsungcorby/submit/)

5+2 ♥ YELLOW

Corby, splat me with YELLOW please?
Have you corby-ied?

Checked!

2009-12-16T17:14:00.002+08:00

Y2S2 checked officially today!

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2009-12-13T02:07:00.002+08:00

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2009-12-12T17:32:00.003+08:00

I managed to ditch off the E-commerce successfully, thanks god...
I hope I can get a very good grade for this paper!

1 down and 2 to go!

Feeling so lazy to hook up on PM as is not easy for me anymore after really 2 years never studied in Bahasa.
Many that took this paper before told me is damn easy and no need to be scare, for sure, will pass as this paper didn't counted in CGPA and required us to pass only.
But, the problem is, is it really very easy to pass?
In nutshell, I just want to pass, God...

RR, another sad case la, why on earth BA got so many theory papers? Im not weak on theory papers but everytime before this type of papers, sure said will fail this kind of statement but eventually come out still fine! So, in a nutshell, hope can do in RR as well.

In nutshell, I want to get good grades!!!
I think I almost cuckoo already!!
I need to study, study and study till 16th...

P/s : Why I need to study leh? Why I can't be genius that no need to study? FML!

Short MIA

2009-12-10T17:58:00.005+08:00

Gotta be MIA for temporary...
Seriously, just for a while cause final gonna ends next Wed(16/12/09) Really FTW!
Sometime, wish to have more time for revision and yet when thinks of so much fun I will have after my final, I wish it to be end soon!
Now, Im just finish a particular chap to be covered and 2 more chaps of E-com to go wey... Hopefully done tonight!
Oh ya, I'm very grateful cause I'm not at home doing revision, if not.. I don't think I will move my ass fast!
Thanks for the tenants in 1318 that allow me to stay there and I'm feeling so much comfortable having my revision.
Love it when we chit-chatting out loud and yet we could really have a serious revision going on when we fullstop!
Oh, it feels so good cause is raining right now and the weather is so mesmerizing

Btw, if you happens to be my friend in FB, or yet to be my friends or NOT wish to be my friends, can pls cast me a "LIKE" in my photo? It is actually a contest by KLIA-LCCT's
I'm sincerely thanks for everyone that had "LIKED" my photo there and hope to have more "LIKE" from anyone haven't "LIKE" it

- This photo that I mean -

Here's the link of the photo : http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=67742&id=100000473067208#/photo.php?pid=69032&op=1&o=global&view=global&subj=584278951&id=100000473067208

xoxo
♥ you guys alot ♥

2009-12-09T00:51:00.004+08:00

Do you ever mask-ed yourself when in front of others?
You mask-ed yourself is fine with me but don't ever reveal your mask when it is not necessary.
If not, I will feel disgusted with your 一举一动

Thinking back of what you had done and told me, I'm not angry of what you had done but I felt myself so stupid for once and once again believing you.

Hmmmm...

2009-12-07T22:59:00.003+08:00

I told a friend of mine,

Must treasure your gf,
never breaks her heart.
Once is broken, it is forever!

Well, why it is just so easy to advise others but not easy to solve the problems that we have, having or had?

Life is unpredictable so do love. It can be so strong at a moment and yet so fragile at the other moment.

And the most important, what is LOVE?
Everyone needs love, deserve to love and deserve to be loved

In this rotating globe, do you think you have met the right one?

Tears

2009-12-05T22:57:00.002+08:00

finally drop again!
Don't ask me anything, for sure I don't know the reason.

Ipx hppe jf xf ofwfs t***u

♥ Baby Hayley ♥

2009-12-04T15:54:00.004+08:00

I received mms from Lynette on 2/12/09 but unfortunately the msg corrupted and I just got the mms right now, so here it is...

Baby Hayley, born on 02/12/2009
In case you are wondering who is this cute lil Hayley, I'm here to tell you that she is none other than Lyne's baby
I suppose Hayley is a girl rite? ♥

P/s : Don't you think Hayley is sweet? Awww~ I adore ♥

♥ Happie 20th Birthday ♥

2009-11-28T00:00:00.005+08:00

Happie 20th birthday, my lil sis!
Though we might not chat, talk, laugh, meet often, but you are still my greatest sis that I ever have in my life!
Just want you to know that I love you heaps ♥, my sis!

Us, the gorgeouses! ♥

My gorgeous lil sis with my gorgeous mummy.
If the mummy not gorgeous, how can she give birth to the gorgeouses and hunks!
More0ver, 2 hunks and 2 gorgeous! ♥

Great Outing ♥

2009-11-27T18:27:00.013+08:00

As the previous post mentioned, I had a great day outing with Shirley and Jason, so this post mainly about the1st day of Mega sales hunting experience!
Yeah, everyone told me go KL ways better if go for Mega sales but who doesn't know a "mother is a woman"(please translate to Canto for better understanding :P)
If got choice, I wouldn't choose to go Ipoh! But, Ipoh is the nearest!
OK! I might need some time to recap what we had done that day since is almost a week after that Saturday!
As usual, we camwhored a lot. Seriously a lots!

Oh yeah, before we head to Parade, we had our brunch in somewhere at Ipoh. Forgive me cause I really don't know where is that place but just know that the shop sell the famous 'nga choi kai hor fun' and it is ways 1000000000x better than 'Lou Wong'. Trust me!

-Thean Chun-

Seriously, it is crowded 24 hours if it does open 24 hours :)

Ever try this so called 'char dan'?
Shirley said it is weird but I find it is still ok :)

The main dish, hor fun with chicken and prawn slices
Thumbs up! ♥

'Nga choi'

The trio ♥

Once we reached Parade, we can feel the so Christmas environment with the deco in the Parade. Christmas tree decorated with colourful deco really make us felt so CHRISTMAS! ♥

Can you feel the CHRISTMAS?

Next, we went to get us the ticket of 2012. In case you are wondering how many times I watched it, yes, is the 2nd time! FTW right? I have no choice as both of them haven't watch it so I tag along, or else what can I do at 10.30pm alone at Parade?

We walked around the small shop near the cinema and try to get something for ourself but heck there wasn't anything so suitable for me after all. In my opinion, the place is quite seafoodish with those seafood styles. Lol! Not all but some. There even got a shop that sell hello kitty stuff. Seriously, even Hello Kitty oven!

The apparel looks so good on Shirley's

Same with the 'hat'
But, I don't know whether she bought it or not

The boring-ness looks on him while waiting for Shirley

and me, SS-ing alone with the shop as my background!

Hello Kitty oven ♥

Take note that I'm not Hello Kitty fanatic fan. I just thought some may be interesting with Hello Kitty. At least I know, Kyan ♥ Hello Kitty! Am I right?

We went to many many shops and outlets and I just couldn't remember. I think we went to almost ALL the shops there! Seriously, ALL!

I went to Niko to look for the heels that I wanted for so long and kind of regret cause didn't bought it the last time I went there. Thus, in the hope of wanted to have the heels so desparately, I went in and they don't have the size of the design I wanted :(

Feels so sad, but on the bright side, I have found another ♥

The heels no doubt is lovely but is not the design that I want, so I give up!

Nah, my ♥, but I bought the gold instead of silver. They said silver is not nice on me

We walked and walked until we stop and started to camwhore! Wtf right? But, we enjoy it!

♥ em'

We went to BlodyGlove as BodyGlove is Jason's fav! Never thought of buying anything at BG but instead I got myself 2 polo tees! Broken to the max after this outing! :(

One of the polo

Shirley's polo

Can you notice our polo and Jason's looks-alike-zebra sweater?

She is a bit 38 but indeed she is so friendly!

She is so helpful for trying some clothes that Shirley wants to buy for her sis!

Before I forgot, I met a chio guys! So effing chio!!! Haha~ I even snap a photo of him leh. Of cause 'curi-curi' la... Haha~ He works in the same company as mine!(ex-company-NSS)
Means he is my colleague leh.. Haha~ Really FTW, I know that!

I'm getting lazy to write and write so I might post up the photos of us in the last shop where we bought our ♥, our dinner @ Kenny Rogers and the thai fair. I know I'm lazy but I have a reason to be lazy. I'm officially sick! I'm having fever! I think I don't have enough sleep that resulted towards my fever. FML! I want to get recover soon cause final is coming!!!

♥ it so much!

Isn't she looks gorgeous with the tank top that I've recommended?

Our dinner @ Kenny Rogers after done shopping!

That's Jason's
3 of us have this glass engraving thingy
So cool ♥

All of us with the thai that great in engraving skill

Finally, the last photo of us!
♥ you guys~

P/s : Forget about the rest post that I've mentioned I will do, cause Im lazy and exhausted :)

♥ nky's ♥

2009-11-24T02:08:00.005+08:00

My weekend again was totally awesome and a fab one!
Wanted to blog about the Mega sales hunting experience in Parade located in a small city, Ipoh on Sat, great night dinner at Hoi Ngoi Tin and outing with the family on Sunday and last but not least the birthday celebration for the cutie lioness shirley just now that we had for her!
It was a great one. We successfully throw her a small yet memorable birthday suprises that she will never forget, I guess...
Feeling great when the things run smoothly as planned, thanks to the brilliant me who actually requested help from my dear ♥

♥ xoxo ♥
5+2

P/s : FML! The exam ends not even in a week(END 16th)~ And I had booked on 30th. Really FTW!

Happy ending

2009-11-20T14:38:00.003+08:00

I guess everything is fine now!
Thanks for everyone concern...
Well, the previous post is not about him.
To all my friends, is not about Raymond I'm talking about...
Finally, she JUST called me!
Happy~

Remaining silent ...

2009-11-18T23:10:00.006+08:00

We have been silent for almost 3 days... and I'm so not used to it...
I wish to hear from you but yet I'm afraid...
I wish you could ask about me but you didn't (so far this 3 days)
Everytime when there is a call from 012-5*****8, I thought it could be you, but yet I know it wasn't from you...
Perhaps, I should speak to you in the first place to avoid embarrassment or to let things cool down but yet I never take the step.
But, is either my fault too!
That's why I have been silent even when you insisted it was my fault!
I don't blame him for creating this mess but I never known you will have such big reactions towards this sesame things.
What should I do so that we could be like as usual as how we used to be?
On the other hand, I know he have been caring for me as usual and scare that I will get upset about this, thus he calling me quite often this few days to make sure I'm ok.
Yes, I'm still fine, that's the only things I could reply to you.

Ah, how good if everything is within our control...

P/s : Taste buds also getting upset :(

How good

2009-11-17T14:49:00.004+08:00

if you were here
if you were here with me right now
if I can talk to you
if I can whisper to you
if you can listen to me right now
if I can let you listen to my rant
if I can let go all my emoness in front of you
if I can sulk in front of you
if I can laugh out loud with you

if we could go for food hunting together
if we could to for movies
if we could go for vacation

if we are not in distance

Will 2012 happens?

2009-11-16T01:04:00.002+08:00

Will "2012" actually happens?
I'm having my goosebumps when everything just end in a second, like zap it goes.
Even a city or a country could actually just gone!
Indeed, it is the best ever movie if were to compare to X-men, Transformer.(so far I think)
Can anyone tell me whether is it real that we will face "2012" in 2012?
Seriously, I hope not so!
If not, all of us need to have at least 1billion euro to be safe and get the ticket to the " gigantic ships"

Movie rating(purely my rating) : 9/10
*Nothing is flawless, k?*

-P/s : Gotta sleep now! Need to drive at 6am++ later! FML!-

2009-11-15T20:05:00.004+08:00

As I alway mentioned, hometown is superb. Yes, indeed it is!
With the companion of family, besties and friends, you can alway feel blessed, that's what I'm feeling whenever I at home!

Reach hometown on Friday afternoon, and the first thing to do was washing my 2324358676459138955 pieces of clothes cause the washing machine in Kampar had broken down. FML! While waiting the clothes at the washing machine, tidy here tidy there, that's so not me! I guess I have change alot! Not only that, preferences have change too! For eg, I madly in love with vintage styles. Hp hanger, shoes, clothes etc etc... That night itself, went out to chill at T-corner(should not be this name, but I forgot the cafe's name!) with the mummy Lyne, Karfay and BoonAik. Chilling session continue at Lyne's house and it lasts until 2am! Omg, never realized time passed so fast cause we chit-chatting nonstop from A-Z!

Saturday, as usual pokering in CheeKoon's house but that night, we have extra guests! The mummy Lyne and BoonAik. We drank, I guess! One sip also can make me felt dizzy, so, drinking actually is a big No No for me. Hehe~ But, have to entertain Saf cause he bought the liquors all the way from his house. I guess have to give face to him, right? Yeah, he told me that girls have to know how to drink to avoid being cheated. Is that the truth?
Some random photos of the night without caption. Im lazy for that!

I think my W705 Is damn suck at photo! Miss the K550i of mine cause definitely it won't fail me in photographing!

Sunday to be continued... Now have to prepare to go for 2012! I will let you all know whether is it damn nice as commented by those who have watched it earlier!

Signing off,
5+2

Mister Potato

2009-11-13T01:41:00.006+08:00

Lol! Can this photo caught the attention of the voters?
Haha!
Log in to http://misterpotato.com.my/home.php and find this photo above and vote ya...
Votes begin 29th Nov 2009 - 5th Dec 2009
All my friends, please do vote me! Hehe~
Btw, I'm still finding the suitable Mister Potato's misai...